Chapter 1: Missing

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~Sugawara's POV~
I really don't want to go to school today... or tomorrow or for the remainder of the week. But I know that Daichi will be sad if I don't show up for Volleyball practice. I mean... I basically make sure everyone stays positive, I'm practically useless.

I shouldn't say that. I mean, Asahi would go mad if he heard me say that...

Oh, what if I just lock myself in the toilets during all my lessons? I think that's a good idea I mean, it saves me from being bullied by the other third years who clearly think I'm important and relevant. Sorry kiddo's but you got the wrong person if you think I'm relevant to anything.

I mean, I've been benched now. Kageyama came in and took my place. I'm not complaining, I mean we are winning so many more games with his and Hianta's new quick attack but I just missed being on the court. Playing with Asahi, Daichi, Tanaka... now I sit to the side and just spectate. I mean yeah. I can cheer my friends on but it isn't the same as playing.

Oh. Would you look at that! I'm loosing focus. I need to go to the toilets, lock the door, and stay as quiet as possible for the entire day. Hoping Daichi won't notice I'm not in the Volleyball morning practice, lessons, or the afternoon practice.

I just can't be dealing with all these bullies. Bullying me because of my beauty spot and the way I speak. It's not my fault is it?

Is it my fault? Is that why no one talks to me or asks how I am? They see me as a little boy who is unable to hit Puberty? I can't be known as that... no I can't. I can't!

~Asahi's POV~
"Koushi Sugawara!" Shouted the teacher during registration.

Where is he? He is usually here by now. Already taking notes on the lesson despite not knowing what the lesson is actually about. I'm getting worried by the second. This isn't like him...

I could ask the teacher if I could go to the toilet and then try to look for him. Yeah! That's a good idea. I mean. I know he is in school. He would tell me is he wasn't.

~Narrators POV~
Asahi waited till the lesson was half way done then asked if he could go to the toilet.

The teacher agreed and Asahi left as soon as he heard his teacher say yes.

Asahi walked up to the front but first went to the teacher to tell her what he was doing.

~Asahi's POV~
"Miss?" I asked quietly. "Can I talk to you outside of the classroom for a moment please?"

"Huh? Oh yes yes of course Asahi!" My teacher quietly exclaimed

"Thank you miss, I shall wait outside for you!" I politely stated.

"Ok, I'll be out in a second!" She quietly shouted back to me as I was walking out of the room.

As I waited I heard the teacher say that she wanted the smartest person to watch the rest of the class for a moment while she talked to me.

As she walked out she shouted at the class telling them to listen to what the student was saying at the time and that she will be back not long after she left.

"Asahi" she laughed "I am so sorry I told so long! You know the class!" She laughed more

"Yeah no worries! It's quite a chaotic class isn't it" I replied back.

"Yeah it is. You're quietest of them all. Minus Sugawara. Speaking of which, where is he?" The teacher questioned.

"I haven't got a clue that's what I wanted to talk to you about" I said with a shakey breathe.

My teacher could tell I was panicking as for now I was the caregiver of the little kid and the teacher knew about me and Sugawara having this type of relationship.

In all honesty, I kinda had a hunch that I knew where he would be but I wasn't certain.

"Asahi, you know where he usually hides correct?" My teacher asked.

"Erm yeah in many places in the school why?"

My teacher sighed but gave me a hopeful look "I want you to try and find him. Don't come back to lesson. I don't want things to get worse"

I looked up and smiled. I agreed to look for my friend as I could tell he wasn't in the right mind right now. I could tell he regressed. But he usually likes to keep it a secret.
"RIGHT!" I shouted "oh sorry that was loud hehe"

"It's ok Asahi!" Laughed my teacher "now go look for him before a panic brews"

"okay, thank you miss!" I said as I walked off to find Sugawara.

~Sugawara's POV~
I don't know how long I can stay here for. I know that someone will be on to me. OH SHOOT. I DIDN'T MESSAGE ASAHI! no no no he's gonna end up look for me. Which where is my phone!

As I looked for my phone my little mind was slowly taking over. I couldn't let it. No, not while I am in school. that's not right! I'll get bullied and forced to do more.

As I thought these and look for my phone I heard a familiar voice. one I would hear every so often. But only in practice.

"Suga? Hun? Asahi called me saying you weren't in lesson!" shouted the familiar voice

"I just want to talk! Don't worry. I'm not one to shout when I'm mad you know this baby!"

I sniffled, unconsciously letting my little head space take over. I didn't know, but then I heard
"DAICHI!? OMG THANK GOODNESS! right so. I have a feeling..."
it was inaudible for me to hear.

I cried louder and louder not being aware of what I was doing. That's when I shouted.

"ASBE! asbe I want dashi"
Asahi knew which one Sugawara was in as he always went for the one at the beginning of the toilets.

"Baby?" he said opening the door slightly "oh baby, what's happening?"

"asbe me wa' dashi"

~Narrators POV~
As Suga said that Daichi appeared behind Asahi and look confused. He didn't know what was happening and he also didn't know why Asahi was calling his boyfriend "baby"

"Asahi? Suga? Ok someone explain what I'm the world is happening!?" Daichi shouted.

Sugawara screamed. Daichi shouting made Suga regress more. From being 2 years old to be just a little baby. He was a quick regressor. Asahi knew what happened and quickly cradled Suga in his arms.

"Sshhh, it's okay Susu! I know I know. He was loud. He didn't know. It's okay, shhh" Asahi calmly said as he kept flipping his eyes between Daichi and Sugawara while rocking back and forth.

"Asahi? What's happening?" Daichi said this in a much quieter tone of voice as he saw his boyfriend was slowly falling alseep.

Asahi whispered back, "Sugawara is a little, he gets bullied a lot and he isn't one to be open about his feelings being big nor being little."

Daichi was shocked but let Asahi continue.

"he gets bullied by the older children above us and he is forced to do other people homework too"

"so... being this...little thing... helps him cope with stress?" Questioned Daichi clearly wanting to know more.

"yes, he usually does it at home with his dad. He supports whatever he does. While his mother is rarely home so he has a closer relationship with his father"

that being said Daichi picked up his little baby boyfriend and headed to suga's house with Asahi trailing behind him.

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