Bullied... || DaiSuga || Haikyuu || little Sugawara AU

Chapter 7: downgrading

⚠️*CONTAINS THE MENTION OF STARVING SELF AND DOWNGRADING IF YOU DON'T LIKE THIS PLEASE BY ALL MEANS SKIP THIS CHAPTER*⚠️

~Koūshi's POV~
I wake up being big with a sharp pain in my stomach. Not eating? Could be. I mean I didn't eat at all yesterday and I'm guessing my body isn't used to that. The more you know. I can still last another day. Or will Papa have a go at me? Probably. Then again the outcome is unlikely. What do I know? Heck im only 17. Oh my goodness im 17 and I've still not hit Puberty and im still not tall. God, no wonder im on the bench now since Kageyama came along. I can't blame anyone who puts me on the bench. Im too short. but Nishinoya and Hinata are short too... NO they are actually helpful. They do things to make this team win. Without them we would be the wingless crows. I don't wanna be known as useless again. Heck knows what people'll say or even do if we have that title again. I can't cope with that. Being called useless? No the entirety of the school being called useless and pointless? So what if he don't win. At least we don't let our pride get to us, yes that is aimed at Kageyama. Not like he can hear me or see me right now.

I can't have Daichi, Asahi or Papa knowing what I'm trying to do. They would lecture me. I can't have them lecturing me. I have enough with school lectures. I don't need anyone lecturing me. Jeez.

(Timeskip)

~Asahi's POV~

It's unlikely for me to get angry at little things. Even if it is what Suga saw when we posted that picture on the official VBC page. All the comments were the same about Suga. The only positive ones are from other teams wishing us a good luck in nationals. And that was before all the negative comments.

I need to check on Suga. I need to make sure that he is okay. He must not listen to these ungrateful people at all. I swear if he is being dumb and doing something stupid I will lose my patience with him. And he knows I will. No one hurts my little baby at all.

I walk towards Sugawara's bedroom to wake him up. As I slowly approach his room I hear faint sniffles and mumbles.

"I can't tell them, Asahi will be so disappointed in me."

"Maybe one more day then small chunks"

"Or just open up to papa, he will not tell anyone... right?"

I open his door slightly just to see the guy on his bed with bottles of water surrounding him. Is that all that he has had? That can't be healthy.

(Sugawara's POV)

I feel like someone is watching me. I can't get rid of the feeling. I mean i a,ways feel like I am being watched it isn't like it is uncommon for me to feel like this. Quite the opposite actually... but I still can't help but think that all these comments are true.

Mane they are. Have I just been blind all this time? Is papa ashamed of me now? Is Asahi embarrassed to know me? What about Daichi! He must hate me for being like this!

"Suga, stop with the negativity," I hear from the side of me. A very familiar voice. But not anyone in this house right now.

"I know how you feel, I saw the comments on the post. I'm so sorry you have to go through all that." Said the yet again familiar voice.

I turn my head only to see someone I am also very close too... kinda.

Hajime Iwaizumi.

He, somehow, always knows how to cheer me up. But doesn't know about my little space. I don't think so anyways. It is very rare for him to come round my house nowadays anyways. I miss talking to him on a daily. But he is a study freak. It's all he ever does. He also has to, so he says, "babysit" Oikawa. Don't know why. But hey ho it is his words.