So....
Zayn left. (He won't leave this story though so don't worry)
I haven't felt this much sadness in my life before. Now I'm not exaggerating but Zayn has always been like a brother figure for me, despite all the bad things he's done.
I was doing my homework when I heard it on the news...
And I screamed.
I screamed so loud my mum thought I had hurt myself. I never thought I would cry but I did, I bawled my eyes out. I was sad for days on end and I still am. I have a life size poster of him on my wardrobe door and I sat in front of it for three hours or maybe even more, listening to little things and what makes you beautiful and all the songs from Up All Night.
I missed their concert last year and honestly it's going to be so hard to go to the next one bc Zayn won't be there.
I will never see his black quiff, his vein that pops out when he does his high pitches and his chiseled jaw line in person. Ever.
Zayn will never read this but still this goes out to him..
We will miss you. I will miss you.
One Direction will never be the same without him, without the second oldest member of the band with two left feet.
This goes out to you, my Hero.
All the up and downs of your roller coaster will now be finished without us by your side.
You have left the band but we will never leave you.
We will be your supporters no matter what.
Love Neha.
-N
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