yoongi has been having a difficult time with his mental health. he's been struggling the past few days but this day was significantly harder. namjoon had left early in the morning for work. most of the day this week, namjoon was the one to get him out of bed but now he laid motionless with no motivation to get up. he grabbed his phone and quickly sent a text to his work that he might not make it before texting namjoon to see where he's at.
after exchanging a few text back and forth, yoongi placed his phone down and decided to go back to sleep but as he relaxed himself, his thoughts still swarmed. he laid on his side and pulled his knees to his chest. a wave of panic came over him as a clutter of weird and unknown emotions took over him. all the noises around him began to irritate him. the way his clothes were sticking to his skin was driving him crazy. every little thing was bothering him, causing him to spiral more. he covered his ears as he rocked himself back and forth, breathing steadily to keep himself calm. he whispered softly to himself, "you're alright."
after about 30 minutes, the sound of the front door opening caused yoongi's head to shoot up from the covers and when his boyfriend came walking through the bedroom door, he began to get emotional. his eyes began to tear up as he reached out for namjoon. "what's wrong, baby?" namjoon asked as he climbed in bed beside his lover, pulling him onto his lap. "everything is wrong." yoongi whispered before completely crumbling in the youngers arms. he cried his heart out while he tightly held the edge of namjoons shirt and his face buried in his chest.
"it's alright." namjoon held the older as tightly as he could and began to rock them while running his fingers up and down his back. "i'm here." he placed a soft kiss on his head and continued to whisper sweet nothings in his ear.
soon enough yoongi calmed down but continued to hold onto the younger. he ranted to the younger about all of his concerns no matter how ridiculous some of them might've sounded. silence over came than after yoongi had completely calmed down. he laid with his head rested in namjoons neck until he started to fall asleep.
"come on, baby. let's actually lay down. you're about to fall alseep in the worst position." yoongi groaned as he slipped off the younger and into his side of the bed. he waited for namjoon to get comfortable before scooting closer to him and wrapping an arms around his waist and his head on his chest. "are you feeling better?" namjoon ask placing a quick kiss on his forehead. yoongi nodded and said "i love you, joon. goodnight." the younger squeezed him slightly before replying. "i love you too, hyung. goodnight."
