We all cry {Chris Brown fan fiction}

cheating a-s

August pov-

"Its okay daddy I'll make everything better."

I honestly don't even like Amber. She just a source I have when I want head, but what happened today at the hospital had me thinking; is that child even mine?

Like I've cheated on Carrie multiple times but has she on me? Of course she has. No one can stay faithful for that long.

I lean back on the couch while she unzipped my pants and got to work.

Halfway through someone banged on the door and she wiped her face. I zipped my pants and she opened the door revealing trey and Chris with red heavy eyes.

"Yo where Aug at?" Amber looked over her shoulder at me and back at them.

"He's busy." They pushed past her and I sat there wondering how the he'll did they find me?
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"And?" I'm not gon lie, when the boys told me the baby didn't make it it hurt cause there's a possibility that it was mine, then again there wasn't.

"What cho mean and? N-gga ya child was born a still born!" I shrugged.

"Tha chile probaly wasn't mine."

Trey got up and put his hands up.

"Ion know what you think you doin but Carrie has been home everyday tending to the child you helped make and its not fair she had to track yo a-s down to tell you for you to make her look like the bad person!" He walked out Amber's living room slamming the front door as he walked out. Chris just stood up shaking his head.

"Bye mayne." He walked out closing the door more easy than trey did.

"Well that was fun!" I turned to Amber who was now crawling to me on her knees.
"Nahh, it wasn't." I walked out slamming the door just as much as trey did and drove off to the hospital.
May God be with us...
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I got to the hospital and ran out the car running into Dr. William on the way in.

"Aye dog,  you know what you put her through was some selfish sh-t bruh." I raised my eyebrows.

"I ain't want nothing happenin to ma child but you pushed me as well as ha to fight with each otha."

He shook his head. "She ain't neva sleep with me man. The most contact we had is a hand shake maybe a hug at the most." I put my hand in a fist and turned around. Ima snuff this n-gga.

I made my way to the elevator and pressed the 11th floor where Chris text me they had her resting.

I walked to room 1109 and pushed the door open revealing a crying room. My mom's was here as well as mama Joyce and the entire crew. Including bey and Jay.

"Umm-" my mama slapped me across the face.

"You left her damnit! You were at a hoes house when your child was pronounced dead and you were at a hoes house when your fiance needed you most! How dare you?!"

I held my stinging cheek and looked at Carrie who was looking anywhere else but at me.

In the far corner of the room is a little yellow box. Small but wide.

I make way to the box and look at the two names written in cursive on the lid.

'Star tori alsina' and 'Autumn summer alsina' I felt two tear's trickle down my cheek and I wipe them away. I continue trying to stop the rushing tears but then it hit me. My two daughters are now where they came from. Back after such a short period of time. I turn to Carrie and now she looks at me with so much pain, sadness and... Anger.

"My children are in heaven!" I breath in and out.

"They took exactly 3 short breaths before dying. Do you know where there father was?" I run a hand down my face expecting the worst but nothing comes. All I hear is sobbing and my mother's whispers. It's going to be okay... That's all I hear before I feel myself drop and nothing but silence.
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Carrie pov-

Besides me lays the one man I thought I would be happy with. The man I thought would fix everything that has been wrong all the years but no, this man besides me is the description of a man my father tried to protect me from- that died trying to protect me from.

I watch as they help this man regain continuous because he was too stupid to remember to keep himself hydrated. I cannot help but wish he finds himself somewhere else. This man besides me accused me of cheating on him, of having another man's child when it was his and completely disregarded his children for 4hours. I needed him for 4 hours and he was nowhere.

And here I lay wishing he can both stay and go but why? Because I am stupid, naive and frightened. Frightened that this man will leave and I have no one. I have no parents. Losing a sister and a sister that is planning to kill me. So what is it that I am brave for or holding on for? Oh my children. My oldest and first born Ariela, my dearest twins taliyah and Cameron and my friends. So I am not empty at all- I am just ....lonely.
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So.... I'm particularly interested in this book for some reason and I think it's because I put so much drama into it but I don't know how to contain the excitement so I'll be talking a break. Don't be mad I'll update 2-3 more times before for sure going on break but in the meantime.... Take the time to rate share and comment.

Sincerely Juliana