We all cry {Chris Brown fan fiction}

trust and confidence

Kayla pov:

"I have cancer." At that moment I felt my worst.

"Kayla your jocking right?" I looked at chris and shook my head.

"At the moment it's in remission and hopefully it stays there but it still hurts."

Chris looked like he had been stabbed in the chest. "So what happens now?"

I shrugged. Chris was still dating my 'sister'. "You go back to your love life and I go back to college."

He sucked his teeth. "Ion wanna be with natalia. All she ever do is sleep with other n-gga's ion even know if that child is mine mayne."

August burst into laughter and Carrie was giggling. I felt left out.

"Whats so funny?" Carrie looked at me and sighed.

"You know how Chris is the baby's father right?" I nodded that's all I really knew.

"Well alitle after I got pregnant chris went to rehab and didn't talk to me until the twins were 3. Some stuff happened after and one night I got into a fight because Chris called me our cousin rhianna." I didn't know rhianna was my cousin and I was type hype.

"But I don't conversant with that that hoe. So we got into a fight. Come to find Natalias in bed with chris at 6:00 am. So I hooked up with August and here we are." I was cracking up.

Chris seemed uncomfortable and got up. "Ima go get some sleep." He walked off and I let him. I turned to Carrie who seemed deep into thought.

"Sus what happened?" She looked at me and I seen the tears down her face. I got up from the floor and walked to her. I looked out the window with her and August excused himself. We sat in silence until she broke it.

"My mom died from cancer." I turned to her and she continued to look outside.

"What kind?" She just kept looking outside and avoiding eye contact.

"Brain cancer. Spread like wild fire in a total of 3 months." I nodded and looked out the window.

"My mom had breast. She was on the military and refused to die like that. She did all. Types of treatment but it didn't work. They estimated her life to about 3 months last year but she knew it was shorter. She spent about 3 week with me and my little sister after that she left to Afghanistan and died from a landmine. They gave me a letter she wrote for me and my sister but she's 9 and can't understand as much as I do. I have it here actually-" Carrie turned to me and I went into my bra. I pulled the folded paper out and cleared my throat.

It read:

Dear Kayla,

I know I have been hard on you. But it's for the better. In the next few months a lot will happen. I won't be there for you when you graduate from college. Unfortunately my time will come before that, but I need you to fight. Fight like I did but not the way I did. I am giving my life away for the military because I am scared. I am scared therefore I am a coward. Don't be a coward Kayla. Be strong for Samantha. I want you to find your family. You have to find Carrie and branch out. I love you and sam so,so much but I need to do what I need to do and I want you to be strong. I will be there in spirit the day you graduate. My job will cover everything financially for the next 20 years. By then you and your sister will be grown to do the rest. I love you both and I will forever. On your sister's 16the birthday give her the attached letter. I love you and don't be a coward. Find Carrie.

~love
Catherine Louis Armstrong❤

I folded the letter and Carrie hugged me. I cried on her shoulder and she cried on mines.

"We have to be strong for our kids like our mom's were for us okay?" She nodded and we cried to each other.

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"Ladies and gentlemen, we are about 5minutes away from our destination. Please be seated and have a great day." We sat all the kids down and we sat down ourselves. I looked out the window at the water. It looked like it went on forever and ever. I felt someone tapping me and seen chris shaking me.

"Hey were here." I nodded and he helped me up. My sides began to hurt and he let me pressure myself on him. We walked off first. And then Carrie and August and lastly the kids.

"Chris you d-" I got cut off by some ratchet squeel.

"Chrissie!!" I looked in back of me to see what I assumed is supposed to be my sister. Chris gripped me tighter and I was hurting.

"Chris your hurting me again." He loosened his grip and she rolled her eyes.

"Chris you brought another hoe h-" he cut her off.

"This is your sister. Her name is Kayla if anyone is a hoe here its you!" She looked dumbfounded. I heard laughing coming from behind me and August was cracking up with Carrie. She couldn't hold herself up and August had to hold her.

"Stfu Carrie that's why Robyn shot ya hoe a-s and she gon do it again you s-" I punched the sh-t out a her. She got up and swung at me but Chris took the hit.

"Yo you gon hurt ha." Natalia started whining.

"Now I'm getting replaced by her??" I sucked my teeth.

"B-tch that's all you was, a replacement!" She tried coming at me but Chris grabbed her.

"Chris lemme hit ha one time." Chris sucked his teeth.

"Natalia she got cancer." After that I got furious.

"So, she finna die anyway s-" before my first connected with her face Carrie's did.

"Shes more of my sister than you will ever be!" August got a hold of her after a couple of hits were put in. And then she spit in her. Wow we are alike.

"Nd just know you aren't allowed near my kids. Ever again. And as for Robyn? I'm ready for her bald headed a-s!!"

I shook my head and we all got our bags the kids were a little scared but they got hype after they herd icecream was at carrie's house. So we got in Chris car and they went with carrie.

"Chris?" He looked at me and then the road.

"Yea babe?" I smiled.

"Thanks."

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So I'm bored and mad cranky so here's a update. It accord to me I never explained my reason to put cancer into this happy little story so ill explain that on my own chapter and for everyone that couldn't care less I'll update on the story for you go read that but it should be the next update. Thanks. Kayla at the top.