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venusrmiller here's a photo from my cover shoot bc my album comes out tonight!!!
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I PUT THE FINAL TOUCHES ON MY MAKEUP getting ready for my release party held by Spotify, it was themed after the album name which is paranoia so we're at this big house with a bunch of things rigged to make you feel kinda paranoid then each room is themed after each song on the album, my favorite room is knife under my pillow, it looks like a normal bedroom but the closet has a fake man standing in it which you can see slightly in the background when you take photos in the room.
"Venus baby are you ready?" Billie called from downstairs
"Yeah! Coming down in a sec" I shout back to make sure she could hear me, I take one last look at my outfit before heading downstairs to greet a very smiley Billie who gently grabbed my hand to intertwine our fingers.
"You look very pretty" Billie beamed and my heart practically melted at her smile, her dimples were shining through the smile
"So do you my love" I reply placing a gentle kiss on her lips
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We finally make it to the event, Billie and I got separated because I had to do some promotional videos, we finally were able to walk around the venue looking at all the different rooms as people started showing up
eventually, everyone got to the event and it was 5 minutes until my album was out I make my way to the front of the large ballroom like open space with a small stage, I get handed a mic as I get up on the stage I clear my throat and everyone goes silent to hear what I've got to say
"Hi, so my album comes out in 4 minutes and I'm nervous guys, I've been working on this for so long I just hope you all like it just as much i do, thank you to everyone who made this whole thing possible, my producer adam who could get what was in my brain out, thank you to everyone who likes my music I honestly couldn't do what I am doing now without everyone who streamed my music, thank you and enjoy!" I announce and the room erupts into cheers making me feel somewhat embarrassed as I get off stage handing the mic back, Billie was standing next to the stage and pulled me into a much-needed hug.
"You did great" She whispered into my ear before planting a kiss on the side of my head and pulling away
"I hate public speaking" I sigh and she nods in understanding
"Yeah I'm still not used to it yet" She adds rubbing my arm to comfort me
My album starts ringing through the event and my stomach does backflips making me feel unnecessarily lightheaded as I fidget with the rings on my fingers, Billie noticed my nerves and led me out to the backyard where there were fewer people
"Venus, What's up?" She asked her eyes looking at mine in sympathy
"What if people don't like my album nearly as much as they liked she knows it, there's so much pressure on me after winning a literal grammy for the song I feel like I'm not going to be enough with this album which sucks because I worked so hard on it but this feeling of dread keeps pulling me down and I can't do this" I mutter my vision clouded by tears which I was quick to blink away, Billie brought a hand to my cheek and brushed away the tear that had rolled down
"Baby I get what you mean by that, I felt the same way if i'm being honest the pressure after winning a grammy is intense but it doesn't do you any good if you overthink about the future just enjoy the now I know everything will turn out fine" Billie comforted placing a kiss on my temple I tuck my face into the crook of her neck and closed my eyes enjoying her presence, she ran her fingers through my hair gently and I melt into her touch
"I could stay here forever" I mumble and billie chuckled
"I wish we could but this party's for you my love" Billie replied and I groan
"Fine- I'll stick it out for a while"
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Billie and I walk into the house I sign tossing my bag onto the couch and dropping myself down onto it I open my arms doing grabby hands into the air at Billie who only smiled and sat down in my lap draping her arms over my shoulder placing a kiss on my neck as I wrapped my arms around her waist so unbelievably tired from the party, I felt myself slipping in and out of sleep
"You okay?" Billie asked I just hummed in response not wanting to let go of her
"I think I'm in love with you" I mumble in my drunken sleep state before I continue
"Being around you makes me happy more happy than being around my friends and family I've never felt that before it's weird" I giggle sleepily I feel Billie heartbeat pick up after what I said"Wh-what's wrong cutie" I say hugging the blonde girl close to me
"Nothing- you're just cute, let's get you to bed sleepyhead"
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Billie pulled the blanket up over us and reached over to turn off the lap, Billie cuddled into my side kissing my cheek, I slowly drift off to sleep but I hear Billie say something before I drift off into nothingness
"I think I love you too"
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Фанфик𝐎. Where a girl posts a song she wrote about her secret fling with a certain blue-eyed singer on TikTok and gains overnight success which lands them face-to-face once again. BILLIE EILISH X FEM OC slow burn Started [October 30th, 2021] Ended [??] R...