My Dreams

mental

CW mentions of self harm, mental illnesses and some other things

so, in this dream, it was set in a mental hospital, I was recently admitted there for self harm, that was basically it tbh, I really liked the dream and all but it was still a boring dream from an outside perspective 

the hospital was set up on a hill, the owners were a man in his mid 40s and a woman in her 60s, the woman was really kind and I really like her, the man was a little interesting, he was sometimes a bit rude and a bit to violent (not in that way) but in his right mood he was really kind

there were others there. I can't remember many of their faces but there is about 5 girls and 7 with ages ranging from 10 - 18, all there for different reasons

some of the events that happened is the main one I remember is that we were drawing and I got handed a box of colouring pencils, it must've been there for ages and had been checked for a while cause it seemed to be someone's personal stash of sharpener blades, I showed it to the girl next to me and she just looked, no reaction. I took the blade there and went to the toilet, there I had hidden it thinking no one would look (it was a unisex toilet btw) and took the sharpeners and put them in my pocket. the next thing I know is I'm outside, i had taken a blade out the sharpener I took, I was outside where the man found my blade in the toilet so I just start running, there was a court outside and not far of that was a pond for the adults, I run and as I do I start to cut myself before throwing the blade unto the pond as the man caught up to me, I grabbed his arm and threw him into the pond but he got out and grabbed me before I could run away (this is what I mean he could be slightly violent but in the way you know that the intentions were all good and were nothing to be feared, hw didn't do this to the people who had come from abused family's doe) 

a few other rooms I can remember in the building was the bedroom, beds lined the walls mine was the closest to the window, the sink area where if we got muddy we got to wash our hands feet legs etc, the other one was the man's bedroom, we were in there a few times, key points in the dream but have totally forgotten (sad), outside the window which had used to have a balcony there.

it's was honestly a good dream and I'm sad I've forgotten a few points but I am probably going to develop this story more and make it some sort of horror or supernatural, cause it can't be a slice of life but it seems to nice to not be a slice of life.

also when i woke up and even now I still feel like I have then cuts on my wrist so that's fun