I'm running. from what, I don't know. I look behind me. oh. that's what. I see myself, but also not myself. her face is... distorted, and she's covered in disgusting words. stupid. worthless. ugly. ingrate. kill yourself. shit. weirdo. it says everything I monologue on a daily basis. it, almost hurts to see myself like that. I stopped running, and let my doppelganger walk towards me. she stops about 2 feet away from me. I reach out to touch her. My index finger touches her face, and she turns into black smoke. I stand there in shock. after a few minutes, I hear creaking. I turn around. there's a tree falling, falling towards me. a tear ran down my cheek. but, they were tears of joy.
and then I wake up.
I bolt up from my sleeping position. I'm panting. I can feel my heart pounding out of my chest. My eyes are wide, and they start to water. I start to process what just happened, and start crying. I'm curled up in a ball, attempting to rock back and forth. I start mumbling things like "no no no no no..." still traumatized. was that real? am I a ghost now? didn't I want to be dead? why aren't I happy? I'm bawling now, convinced I was dead. I feel like I'm going to pass out.
My mom runs towards my room in a hurried matter. she pushes my door open. "oh my god. eli, are you okay??" My breathing starts to slow, and my crying starts to quiet down. I start to realize that I'm not dead, considering how my mom can see me and touch me. she hugs me tightly. "oh my baby..." I find it weird how she treats me like this, since I'm 14 years old. you would expect this from a 9 year old kid who just had a nightmare about falling off a cliff or something. not about half wanting to die and half wanting to live in a dream.
I eventually calm down completely, and grow tired. My mom kisses me on the forehead, and tells me to have a good night. yep. cause it's been such a good night so far, huh?
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ehe... sorry if this ones short. it's late as hell and I wanted to make a lil story. so yea. lmao
also uh it'd be really nice if anyone could give me any ideas for the next chapter cause I have little to no ideas 😅
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Teen Fictionsome girl is a weirdo who has two friends and is jealous of the relationship her mom has with her friend that she doesn't even know. her mom's friend doesn't seem to like her, and it trying to ruin her life.
