i was waiting somewhere in school where no one could see me so they wouldn't make fun of me. when someone wasn't like everyone else, they would talk behind their backs and laugh at them until it made them feel bad.
and it did work.
when i heard footsteps coming, i immediately closed my eyes and covered my ears with my hands. all i heard was an inaudible voice.
maybe this person is nice ?
i opened my eyes slowly, seeing a guy on his knees just in front of me.
"um hey, what are you doing here alone ?" he asked with a visible concerned expression on his face.
"i don't want them to find me."
"oh you're playing hide & seek ?" i shake my head as he raised an eyebrow. then he looked suprised like he actually understood what i was here for.
"can i maybe... take you with me for lunch ?" i nodded unsure and he immediately smiled, stretching out his hand for me to get up.
when i did so, he just took my hand and we went to eat. together.
"my name is chenle by the way !"
this was very new to me at first but,as time passed, i felt like maybe... we were close ?
we went shopping, ate more lunches together and i even went to his house for a sleepover. and it was from far one of the best day i've had as i didn't have that many.
"jisung ?"
"hm" i looked up at him with my mouth still full of food.
"would you like to go to the park with me this weekend ?" he had a smile on his face as always.
"yeah of course !"
"yayyy !" chenle hugged me by behind, snuggling his head into my collar before lightly kissing my cheek with a giggle.
the park was amazing, and chenle was too. we ate a few things and talked a lot about our music taste and found out that we had similar tastes !
we basically spent the rest of the evening laying down on the grass and singing songs from both of our playlists.
it was nice.
and seeing chenle smile is definitely something that i wish no one could steal from me.
after a while, we got even closer. people would think we were a couple which would make both of us flustered.
i never thought about it though.
i've never loved anyone except when i was a child, so was it really an option ?"it feels so good i could probably sleep like that" i was laying on his lap, letting him play with my hair as he was humming to some songs. "you look like a kid" he laughed.
"ow i didn't appreciate that"
"oh really ? what do you want me to call you then ?" his lips formed into a cute smile.
"anything but a kid, there's so much better things you can call me by" i wiped the fake tears on my cheeks which made him laugh.
"what about... baby ? you'd be my little baby !" he squished my cheek.
"ouchh that hurts" i winced in pain even though it didn't hurt that bad, just wanted to tease him a little bit.
"aww i'm sorry baby, what can i do so you can forvige me ??"
chenle started to leave kisses a little everywhere on my face. "good enough ?" i shake my head still pouting.
he then lower down and i feel my heart beating faster as he gets closer and closer to my face. his lips delicately touching mine while his hand was holding the left side of my face, letting his long fingers slide on my cheek.
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the rainy night; chenle + jisung
Fanficjisung misses his boyfriend, zhong chenle. - + angst tw ' contains : self-harm and suicide