Complicated love // Hosie

Chapter 19

Hope's POV:

I stared at the roof, until my alarm went on. I turned it off and i looked at the clock it was 7:20 am, i barely got asleep last night, it  was kinda weird that Josie is sleeping here but i couldn't let her be outside neither. I got up and i put my robe on then went downstairs to make some coffee. Josie was still sleeping so i tried to be quiet. After the coffee was ready i poured some in the cup and sat down on the table.

I was drinking my coffee when i heard Josie yawning on the couch.

''Here is some coffee if you want'' i took a sip of my coffee.

Josie got up and poured some coffee in the cup and sat on the table.

''Did you sleep well'' i tried to start somekind conversation, it was kinda awkward just sit there.

''Pretty good'' Josie said.

''You can take a shower, upstairs second door at the left'' She drank her coffee and went to upstairs.

I cleaned the cups and went upstairs to get some better clothes on. I put on gray hoodie and jeans. I walked behind the bathroom door.

''Do you need some clothes'' i yelled behind the door.

''That would be nice'' i nodded and left to my room to get Josie some clothes. I open my closet and took sweatshirt and sweat pants. I walked back to behind the door and Josie has finished her shower.

''Here'' Josie opened the door that she can take the clothes.

I walked back to downstairs and sat on the couch to wait Josie.

Josie's POV:

''Here'' i opened the door so i can take the clothes that Hope handed.

I closed the door and put the clothes on. I checked that everything was fine then i opened the door and went to downstairs where Hope was sitting on the couch, i sat next to her.

''What happened'' she looked at my cheek where was band-aid

''I guess that you know'' i looked down at her knuckles that were red, like she has hit someone.

''It was me'' she chuckled and covered her hand.

''Why did you hit him?'' i asked.

''I don't know i don't usually hit people, but when i saw that he hit you i got mad'' she explained.

''Why did you even care that somebody hit me? You didn't care when you broke my heart'' i looked her in the eyes.

''Josie'' she said.

''Hope tell me why did you leave me and don't tell me because of the pregnancy or our parents i know there is something else too'' i said.

''Because i didn't know if i can be with a girl, it was hard to come out to my parents but i don't know it was my first time to be in relationship with a girl, i needed some time to think'' i looked at her and saw how tear was falling down on her cheek.

''You could have tell me, not just say that this wasn't working and then you left i didn't see you at the school anymore i even came to your house but you weren't there'' i tried not to cry.

''I am so sorry Josie'' she tried to come closer but i got up.

''Look i can't do this anymore but you know you can come back to school or whatever and not to hide in here'' i turned around and left outside, fuck that was hard.

I walked back to Sebastian's house.

''There you are'' Liz came and hugged me

''Where were you'' Penelope asked.

''Nowhere'' i smiled.

''You came right time we are about to leave'' Sebastian said.

I got in my car and thinked about Hope, her explanation. I stopped thinking about her when Raf and Jade came in my car. I turned the car on and drove off.

We arrived 5 hours later back to town, it took little bit longer to drive back, because the icy road. I dropped Jade and Raf to their home, then i drove to home Liz driving behind me. I drove on our driveaway and went inside.

''Where were you guys'' mom asked.

''At Sebastian's lake house'' Liz told her.

''Next time tell me where you are going'' i went to upstairs to my room.

I went to my bathroom and put the bathtub faucet open. I waited for awhile until there was a enough water. I closed it and sat down on the bath, it was relaxing. I put some music on and i put my head down on the edge of the bathtub.

I hope she comes back.

Have a nice day/night <3