GOODBYE

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This is me walking away. This is me closing the window that I always left open for you to fly in by.  Years I waited for you to choose me.. I was a fool. I closed that window not because I hate you or that it would make me Happy.. It was quite the opposite.. it is hard and heart wrenching. I didnt stop loving you.. May be I never will..But i had to let you go because my heart couldnt take the hope i kept feeding it. I let you go because i didnt want to hold on to something that wasnt ever there.

But i am exhausted of being your convinience. I tried to be enough. I tried to love your heart back together but i wasnt enough i realised that only you could do that. I let you go because i dont deserve a love i had to force and you dont deserve to be forced to feel things you naturally dont.
When I started loving you I knew we wouldnt make it.. Something will always be broken between us. I loved your brokeness with everything i had.. I wanted to make the world good for you but I failed.. And instead now i am Broken. I wish you every happiness in the world. But now i need to tend to my wounds. It isnt easy picking up the pieces you left broken.. But i have to start.

It took someone to treat me right to know i was worth more.. More than you ever gave me. The truth was it was my attachment to you that made you special.. My love for you. And once I took that power back you weren't special anymore.. I just pray i can love him back the way he deserves that i dont bleed on him from wounds that you gave me.

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