~Soul tie~

Sabotage

    Your body quickly felt like you had ingested copious amounts of caffeine, the overstimulation of your emotions soaked through your veins and you suddenly ran out of breathe and fell to the floor.Why cant I have a good emotion without it backfiring? Sasha quickly ran in due to hearing a loud thump inside your room.

"Y/N are you okay??? Do you need help?"

You just sat there,hands grasping the floor as your head was ducked down staring at your hands. 3 minutes passed and Sasha had brought u some water but you weren't getting any better, no air no air no air no air no air no air is what ran through your mind. You felt like you had just been shot with a energy bullet and it all came crashing down on you, this wasn't like your normal anxiety attacks, sometimes this happened to you before events you were excited about would happen. The anticipation  and excitement would hit you out of no where but it had not happened in a while, because you haven't really been excited about much . Not only that the exact feelings you had experienced was a new sensation and not similar to other positive situations you have been in, this episode was something you truly never had  before.

   You heard distant clacking and whispering  in the distance but didn't have time to care. I need this shit to go away before Connie gets here you thought. You already felt bad about him having to help you through something last time, and you guys only met 4 days ago despite there being an obvious connection there.This was completely frustrating and embarrassing for you. You suddenly heard a voice that wasn't Sashas and your eyes widened as you were paralyzed in panic.You weren't breathing at a rapid rate this time, you just sat there staring at the ground watching your tears hit the floor.

"Y/NNNN it's Connie, don't be mad at me for coming in here okay? Sasha knew what was happening to you and she heard me come in and told me what's wrong . Can you look up for me love?"

   You slowly shifted your head, only to see Connie looking back at you with the warmest smile. He softly grabbed your quivering hand and moved your fingers so your hand was in a high-five position. He then brought his hand in front of yours and did the same.

"Y/N listen to me alright? I want you to use your hand and count my fingers slowly with yours by touching yours to mine. As slow as feels normal to you right now, can you do that?"

  You glanced at him, looking into his hazel eyes as more tears silently strolled down your soft skin. 12345123451234512345 ...

"A little slower okay? Here, I'll do it with you ready? "

1...2..3..4..5......1....2....3....4.....5.....1......2.......3......4.......5............1..............2...........3..........4..........5  you noticed your breathing slow down and your body lose its tenseness. How the fuck does he do that?

"Haha there I go again making myself look a fool!"

You nervously uttered as you drank the water Sasha set down for you. Out of no where, Connie grabbed your arm and pulled you towards him, embracing you in a hug. He slowly rubbed your back as you exhaled into the crook of his neck .

"Thank you."

"Hey anything for the girl I have a huge crush on right?"

"What did you say?"

"Nothin, are you okay now?"

You giggled and hugged him again, wrapping your arms around his neck as he laughed and you two stood up. He grabbed your waist and hoisted you up onto his shoulder and ran out into the living room as you laughed and screamed.