Paranoia

Delusions of ficious and grandeur paradox,

Persecutions and deathful executions

A vision of Schizophrenic.

Immense hallucinations and eavesdrop voices

Possesing once catatonic silence.

Tremendous power of wisdom

An image of was once a renowned man. 

Disturb quell and distress in progress

Letting oneself tinkle in fatal yet anguish zest.

Suicidal, deconstructive mind

Falling into pieces like one of a kind!

Absurd thinking and decision making

Unstable order of once soothe fear.

Disorganized, catatonic, and paranoid schizophrenia

All are part of one's deathlike trauma.

No one seems to understand

Why such hysterical seizure still in air,

Though man upholds to rummage

Its quiver antidote heir.

Oftentimes the best of the best friends

Are always on their shadows,

Just waiting 'tll someone gives up

Loss hope and feel sorrows.

Agony and solitudes are real life partners

Disguise in explicit face of laughters.

But the truth is, death has been the best solution

To cease out such wantings, sufferings and longings of million!

"This was the time I feel I was hopeless, broken, numb. I hated the world yet I did not give up! I did the worst but HE seem to have some plans for me." Hope you like this!