Making Me Laugh (Damon Fizzy Story)

Chapter 29, I Date Him Because I Love Him

Two weeks had passed since Damon promised to have a Skype call with me. I had literally gone with no texts, no phone calls, hell! He wasn't even tweeting me back.

I didn't know what the fuck was going on with him, but while he was MIA, I was getting closer to Alex.

"Samm, have you heard of the band He Is We?" Alex asked as I came out of the bathroom and plopped down onto my bed.

"Yeah, why?"

"You know the song Kiss It Better?" I nodded and he half smiled. "Do you know what the songs about?"

"Yeah. A girl gets shot and she's dying in her lovers arms. She doesn't want to go, yet shes asking him to make her better. In his anger, he shoots the guy and ends up getting jailed 25 years. So, he basically lost everything from his love to his freedom. All for one girl."

I kind of scoffed.

"What?"

"Nothing. It just makes me think of Damon. Like, would he do those things for me if something happened? Besides, its a little too early in the relationship to be worrying about that kind of stuff." Alex shrugged and grabbed a strand of my hair.

"Samm, can I ask you something?"

"Shoot."

He sighed before taking a deep breath and twirling my hair. "Why do you date Damon if he hasn't talked to you in two weeks?"

"I date him because I love him. I date him because he makes me happy and feel warm. When I was hurt, I could talk to him, and he'd make me feel better."

"But you haven't been happy though. You've been sad and hurt." He said bluntly.

"What?"

"You. You haven't been happy since you haven't talked to Damon. It's obvious your smile is fake."

A tear threatened to escape so I quickly blinked it away, but as I blinked another few fell. One tear turned into two tears which turned into me completely breaking down right in front of Alex.

I didn't want to break down in front of him but it had been killing me. I tried so hard to get Damon to talk to me because I was having worse problems at home and he was the only one I could really talk to about it because Morgan and I were still angry at each other, Lily was off in California for a wedding, and I just had no one else that I trusted enough to really talk to them about it.

"No Samm.. I didn't mean to make you cry." Alex moved from his position at the very end of the bed and wrapped his arms around me. That's when all hell let loose. I started crying so hard that snot was oozing out of my nose, tears fell like the Niagara Falls, and I shook uncontrollably.

"Shh... It'll be okay." Alex stroked my hair as I cried for who knows how long.

"I miss him Alex." I managed to choke out once the tears began slowing down.

"Where's your phone?" He asked. I was confused, but pulled it out of my pocket.

He opened up the phone and let out a humorless laugh as he stared at the lock screen of Damon and I.

"What are you doing?" I asked Alex as I peaked through my still watery eyes as he scrolled through my contacts. He pulled his phone out and dialed Damon's number.

Alex put his phone on speaker and I expected it to go straight to voice mail.

"Hello?" I heard a sleepy Damon ask into the phone. Oh, so he answers to Alex? REALLY? ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME.

"Is this Damon?" Alex asked, his voice sounding threateningly dangerous.

"Uhm, who's this?" Oh my god, his morning voice was so sexy. Well, it wasn't really morning but it was eight am on a Saturday in Vegas, making it eleven am in Florida.

"Yeah, this is Samm's friend Alex."

Damon must have looked at the caller ID because his next question... Annoyed me.

"How the hell did you get my phone number? Are you with her?"

"Woah bro. Calm down. I'm one of her friends and I just wanted to tell you that you're being a shitty boyfriend. She just broke down because you haven't talked to her in half a month. You're a bastard for hurting her. You're her boyfriend! You're supposed to make her happy and feel protected, not hurt and shattered. Asshole." And then he hung up.

My eyes began to sting as I felt the next wave of tears approaching.

"Samm?"

"Yup?" My voice cracked a bit.

"Do you want me to kiss it all better?"

I was up in an instant. No, I was not going to cheat on Damon. No matter how pissed off i would get with Damon, i would never ever cheat. I hated cheaters and I promised myself I would never do it.

"Alex. No." I said these words firmly and he just half smiled.

"At least stay with me?" There was a hidden something behind his words.

"Stay with you? This is my house, so what the hell are you talking about?"

Alex got off of the bed and simply smiled.

"I'll see you on Monday Samm." He gave me a quick hug and I just stood there, completely confused.

What the fuck?

Alex walked out of my house and I peeked out of my window to watch him. He kicked a rock that was in his way as he angrily walked.

"Damnit!" He shouted loud enough for my closed window, upstairs, to hear him.

Okay....

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"Hey guys! So, I have a topic to talk about with you all today." I said as I smiled into the camera. Talking to my camera gave me a sense of relief, if that sounded normal.

"CHEATING! So, I know I made a video about this a while back, but I decided to do an updated version." I ran a hand through my bangs quickly before smiling.

"If you are ever accused of cheating when you have a boyfriend or girlfriend, then they're guilty or self conscious about something. Sit down with them and talk it through." Just as I said that, my phone began ringing. I let out an annoyed sigh, but I did turn off the camera, and answered the phone without looking at the caller ID.

"Samm?"

"What." I knew who it was anyways. Did it really take him all this time to finally have balls to call me? Or was he just afraid of Alex? Or maybe he felt threatened...

"I'm so sorry."

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Happy Saturday everyone!(:

I've been up since 5:30 AM and it's already 8 AM now. Ew ugh.

I like Alex. I want my own Alex. And my own Damon. Can I please have both?;-; Or maybe I can have the real Damon. Omg imagine him falling in love with me and us being together and omg it would interesting. ANYWAYS.

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Have a great Saturday and stay up late tonight!(: Enjoy your days and night ^-^

Until next Saturday,

:]Samm[: