With a soft sigh, Que looked at her and wrapped his arms around her. She buried her face into his chest, smiling. He kissed her face multiple times as she turned red. "You so soft," he whispered. "Only for you though" Billie giggled. He took a moment to just stare at her, he couldn't believe he was even this close to the love of his life. "What?" Billie asked innocently. She started staring at him too, pupils dilated. Billie stared at him attentively. "I'm so thankful for you"
He said. Billie smiled, and kissed his cheek. "I'm bored." Billie huffed.
Then she started attacking his neck with kisses.
"Ma, what?" He chuckled. She started leaving her love bite marks on him, and looked up at him. "You bored? Let's go make sumn." He suggested. "Can we make a cake?" She asked. "Of course we can," Que responded. They walked down the stairs and into the kitchen. Que took out all the ingredients, and Billie got the tools. They met back at the island table, setting everything on it. Then they started combining everything.
Billie wiped flour on his face quickly.
"Billie, you gon get it." He said seriously, as she got excited. He took flour into his own hand, throwing it at Billie. "Okay, okay, stop!" She giggled, Que did too. They finished, and placed the batter into the oven. They waited.
They took the cake out of the oven, and Que grabbed frosting. "Wait! I have an idea." Billie hurried into one of her cabinets, grabbing a heart shaped cake cut-out. "Let's use this, it'll be cute!" Que nodded. They shaped the cake, and frosted in in white frosting. They dyed a portion of the left over frosting pink, so they could use it for lettering.
Billie carefully lettered out words, Que didn't know what she was writing, but whatever. "Billie and Que" is what she wrote. Que smiled at her.
They didn't know what they were at this point.
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Months passed, and Billie and Brandon remained best friends, as they always were. But the hardest part, tour was coming up.
Billie huffed and slumped down on her bed. She wasn't ready to leave Que, because she knew she would feel the exact same way she did before. She couldn't let him or herself get hurt. She felt her phone vibrate
Q
hey b, wanna hang out again sometime?
B
sorry q, not anytime soon i really am busy. sorry.
Q
oh it's alright, I guess another time
Billie had to ignore him, avoid him. She just couldn't afford to let this happen again. She knew what to do, at least she thought so. She went into her phone and looked for Matthews contact.
Call between Billie and Matthew
M
hey billie, I knew you would call me back someday
B
I need you to come on tour with me.
I need you with me
I have nobody
M
of course I'll go, I do love you
B
alright, bye.
She felt disgusting. She really did. She really called him again. But she was relieved, at least she would have a supportive boyfriend figure to be there with her. Unlike her own best friend. But then she tried to ignore the fact as to why she was so angry at Que for not being able to be with her 24/7. And why she was replacing him with Matthew to act as a boyfriend.
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Some Weeks Later
Q
Billie, can we please talk?
I feel like you're ignoring me.
B
What do you mean, Kane?
Q
I mean, tour is coming up and you seem really stressed about it.
I just want you to know I'm here for you if you wanna talk about it at all.
B
Que, you just don't understand. I need a supportive person out there for me.
Q
Am I not that?
B
Not really. I'm sorry but I want you to know I contacted Matthew again, and he's gonna tour with me.
Q
Billie you are incredibly slow. Why would you call that man? Did you not remember what he did?
B
Well at least I have somebody to support me.
Que didn't respond, he didn't have to. She should've known why he couldn't be with her. He had his own life, and Billie kind of took advantage (tried to) of his kindness.
Billie didn't know what she wanted anymore, she started using her brain more instead of her intuition, and maybe.. that wasn't such a good thing. Having an identity crisis, she was trying different men, completely disregarding her taste, and more so focusing on.. her emotions with them.
You see, with Que, she felt that he were the right one. She had to ignore the floating thought in her mind, "That's my person." But she was so unhappy at that time, and assumed it was his influence on her.
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hi! sorry I been gone school is still the worst
i did well on my exams taking a break tho!
im back anyway happy yule! (or holidays whatever u celebrate)
i hope to be back once my life is all organized i miss this
-alysa
