Present
Delhi
She sat beside him on the same deewan they use to play on .
The men beside her was worn out and broken .. she felt bad looking at his devastated form .
Slowly she held his hand making him snap towards her .
His eyes were red with all the unshed tears and her heart broke seeing the tough men so devastated ...
Both sat silently for a while and Sana than decided to speak .
Jab ammi gayi thi , to laga tha ab zindagi ka koi maqsad baaki nahi raha hai .. Siddhant turned fully towards her whoose eyes were fixed ahead .
Par phr mjhe ehsas hua k zindagi nahi rukti .. ye to samundar k lehron k tarah hai .. jo kabhi dheeme kabhi tez raftaar se chalti hain par rukti nahi hai .. kabhi nahi . He cautiously shifted beside her while she remained rooted .
Par ab mein kya karu? Tum bhi chali gayi or vo bhi .. kya mein itna bura hu sana? He looked like a lost child clenching her heart .
Nahi .. aap bhi to is khel m barbaad hogye hain .. she smiled sadly .
Vo kehti thi tum maaf kardogi mjhe .. he looked at the hanging jhumar speaking as if in trance ..
Unhe yaqeen tha k unki Sana ka dil itna narm hai k vo kisi se naraaz reh hee nahi sakti .. both smiled sadly remembering the most important women of there lives .
Vo bas aapki ammi nahi , meri sab kuch thin .. sana choked remembering her dear phupo .
Indeed mehmoona was a great women!
She had a heart attack .. a silent attack ... Siddhant wiped his tears and Sana squeezed her eyes shut.
Pata hai . He chuckled sadly turning towards her .. vo hume saath dekhna chahti thi .. he shake his head and she finally opened her eyes looking at him .
Suno
Ji
Mjhe maaf mat karna tum , m..mein mein layak nahi hu tumhare .. Siddhant looked down when he felt her sitting in front of him on her knees .
Aapko apne aap se juda karna mushkil hai Siddhant , aap mere dil mein rehtay hain .. tab bhi rehtay thay jab mein sherry k saath thi , tab bhi rehtay thay jab aap mjhse nafrat kartay thay or aaj bhi rehtay hain ..
Ab bataye kaise na maaf karu aapko? K.. kaise na apnau aapko? Mein majboor hu Siddhant bahot bahot majboor .
She break down in tears crying hardly he too sat in front of her taking her hand in his letting her cry for everything .
Her every loss
Her every pain
Her every suffering
Her every heartbreak
Tum meri ana ho , meri , jabse maine tumhe pehli baar dekha tha tabse...
He hiccuped and she looked at him with tears flowing from her eyes .
The lovers cried together for everything they have been through .. and for the union they finally had .
That was the first time sana shah cried after her ammi's death .
And that was the day Siddhant lost his mother but gained his love back .
****
3 years back ...
Mumbai
Zindagi
Kitni ajeeb hai na? Jab hume lagne lagta hai k ye humare qaboo mein hain ye apna koi naya rang dikha deti hai ..
Maine apni zindagi se ek cheez seekhi hai .. khud ki qadr karna .
Maine kabhi apne jazbaato ki qadr nahi kari .. emotional hokar kuch asa faisle kar dye jo mere or mere aas paas k logo k lye nasur (toxic) saabit hue .
Par ab maine zindagi se lad kar khud k jagah haasil karna seekh liya hai or mein usse bhi yahi sikhaungi.
Vo sana k tarah kamzor nahi hogi .. usse ache bure mein farq karna aayga .. vo Haqq pe qayam rehkar khud k lye behtree karna jaanegi ...
She closed her diary with a peaceful smile etched on her lips .
Taking her glasess off she made her way towards the small balcony of her room .
The giggles echoed from the garden made her smile brightly as she looked down to the most precious posessions of her life .
Mumma
Her almost 2 year daughter giggled as she bounced in her father's lap .
Siddhant made a face at his daughter baba ko itni jaldi bhul gayi? He feigned hurt .
No ba ba .. little mayra immediately kissed her ba ba and wiped his fake tears from her chubby hands .
Sana chuckled joining them and mayra immediately went to her mumma who giggled kissing her soft cheeks .
Siddhant admired his family as a peaceful feeling settled in his heart . It was the best decision for them to move away from Delhi .. they kept in touch with dado as for haidar his punishment is that he cannot see or meet his daughter or granddaughter .no fights just a silent punishment . Sometimes silence is the best revenge .
Indeed!
Finally he's in peace .
****
She was looking at the sky when he stood beside her with a smile .
Kya soch rae ho?
She turned towrds him with a smile of her own .
Aapko .. aap k alawa meri soch kaha jaa sakti hai? He smiled kissing her forehead .
Both silently gazed at the sky with her in his arms .
Vo khush hogi na? She asked making him stiff .
Usne apni deewangi shiddat se nibhayi thi .. khuda uska insaaf karega .. he spoke looking at her face .
Maine kabhi uska bura nahi chaha ... She snuggled in his chest making him sigh .
Bura .. acha .. ye sab bahane hai .. asal imtehaan zindagi leti hai .. he kept his head on hers .
Both looking at the stars glistening in the sky .
Khush rehna zeba ..both whispered looking at the moon.
"After every hardship comes ease"
The End
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Shikwaa-e-rabt
General Fiction"Mujhe shikwaa nahi hai logo se, mein to gham-e-yaar mein dooba hu! mujhe lagta nahi hai bura unki baato ka mein apne aap se khafa firta hu"!!
