They sat beside eo on the couch, for the very first time after their marriage they sat this close to eo, the feeling was weird, they were able to feel the differences between them their relationship
everything none of them uttered a work ...
SID- I wasn't prepared for this
( he spoke taking his time )
SANA- main bhi nahi thi
SID- mom wanted us to get married
SANA- meri mummy bhi yahi chahti thi
SID- marriage ka maine dur dur tak kuch nahi socha tha pata nahi it's just that I didn't want it..
SANA- hmmm
SID- I just don't know but mujhe yeh karna hi nahi tha ab jab ho gaya toh mere se nahi hota yaar I mean I wasn't prepared and still I am not
His answer made her smile..
SANA- explain kyu kar rahe ho mujhe ? maine thori na explanation
maanga sidharth ek baat jaha tak main samjh paayi hoon vo yeh hai ki tumhe pata nahi kyu aisa lagta hai ki shadi ke baad main tumse bahut saare expectations lekar baithi hoon aur tum poora nahi kar rahe ho aisa nahi hai maine kabhi tumse kuch expect nahi
kiya tha na karti hoon ...
SANA- I respect ur feelings tum shadi ke liye ready nahi the
but I was also not at fault tum mana kar sakte the cause it's easy for u but main nahi kar sakti thi mana, mujhe kissi baat
ka koi bhi dukh nahi hai bas ek baat ka hai that maine jaisa marriage ke baare me socha tha real life me marriages
completely different hoti hai, aur may be meri aisi hai (she smiled a bit )
I am not ur type this I know sidharth tumhe mere se shadi nahi karni thi yeh bhi jaanti hoon sab kuch jaanti hoon, saari feelings ka respect karti hoon main but please don't think that I am disappointed from u uske liye humare beech kuch hona bhi chahiye, main nahi hoon tumhare jaise and I am not
asking for anything take ur time jitna bhi tumhe chahiye...
SID- don't u wanna say anything I mean aise mere se shadi karna tumhe bhi pasand nahi hoga na we had an age difference tumhe koi Tumhare age ka
SANA- nahi sidharth I am good with accepting the reality
alright so I don't have any problem with anything, infact I am thankful to u mujhe ek bahut pyaari family mili hai, I am
trying that main apne side se jo kar sakti hoon karu u take ur time ...
SANA- and one more thing sidharth In same way I am here agar
kuch bhi ho main hoon tum mujhe bol sakte ho I am got gonna judge u at the end of everything we are husband and wife
someday somehow we will have to expect the reality, toh tum
kabhi bhi khud ko rokna mat mere se kuch bhi bolna jo share karna ho ok
(she was the most humble person he ever met in his life and he
realised this now, the way she was accepting everything was so
impressive)
SID- can I get a cup of coffee ???
SANA- sure main banati hoon
she walked out from there feeling a little bad..
SANA'S POV
what was he trying to say I know we both were not ready for this marriage main bhi nahi accept kar paayi hoon there was no need to highlight that
she shrugged away her thoughts putting the pan on the stove...
SID'S POV
main yaha Mahan banne ke liye nahi bula raha tha use I mean main apni feelings share karne ki koshish kar raha tha she should be also like that but phir yeh bolke that she's ok aisa kyu dikha
rahi hai jaise maine hi koi galti ki ho bolke was it a mistake
starting a conversation with her ???
SHEHNAAZ'S POV
I wanted a simple life really when I say simple that means simple, I was very happy with my work that I used to do in
the Punjabi industry, they were not that big roles neither I
was so famous, yet I was happy, very happy in those small
things, but then this marriage, my parents with so much of love asked me for this and could not deny to it, cause when I decided to go ahead in acting they didn't liked my this idea yet
they supported me and now when they wanted something
from me how would I have denied, I agreed and here I am, an arrange marriage I used to think that completely different come together and they start developing feeling, but in our
case he's barely at home I am not saying that he's doing it
purposely but atleast we should have thought about this, I
know he's a big name he's doing big projects and I am far away from him, hhh why am I thinking this much this was my destiny may be life aisi hi honi thi jo thora mora khush thi
life me ab mere paas vo khushi bhi nahi hai, lagta hi nahi
sidharth ko jaanti hoon main hum saath rehte hai per aisa lagta hai main in deewaro se hi poore time baate karti hoon, main aisa nahi bol rahi ki vo kuch intentionally karta hai but
hurt toh bahut hoti hoon main ...
