Hey guys. I have had a horrible day so I thought this topic would make sence well anyway I hope all of you have an amazing day. -May have trigger warning- I love you guys :')
I run to my room tears streaming down my face. I don't know what ever did to my stepdad that caused him to be like this to me. He is always yelling at me no matter what I do i do it wrong. It's like he takes joy in making me want to kill myself. The only thing I have going in my life is Hayes. It's sad to think that i always comtemplate hurting myself which would lead to me leaving him. I run to the room and try to find my blade. The tears have gotten heavier and are streaming down my face faster then ever. I find it and run to the bathroom and lock the door. I sit over the sink and drag the balde across my arm 3 times. 1 For being me. 2 For my stepdad. 3 for hurting Hayes. I hear the door open and my stepdad say she's in her room. I quickly try to clean up the mess but before I can Hayes is punding on the door. "Babe?" He asks. I put a bandage on my arm and unlock the door. "H-hi Hayes." I say faking a smile "He pulls me into a hug grabbing my wrist and i wince. He looks at me "What's wrong Joycelyn." He asks worried. "n-Nothing." I say "Babe show me arm" He says seriously. "Why" I say fastly. "I wanna see it" He says sternly. I slowly pull up my slevve revealing the bandage. He slowly take of the band-aid and looks at me tears in his eyes. "Why" Is the only word that comes out of his mouth. "Because I'm tired of being treated like shit" I say tears streaming down my face again. "Let's go to me house." He says looking at me knowing who I was talking about. "You can stay there all spring break." I quickly pack enough cloths while he flushes my blade down the toilet. "Baby I love you and I never want you to hurt yourself again." He says sternly, I look at him tears brimming in my eyes and hug him "I Promise" I say glad to have him. "Let me see you phone." He says I hand him my phone and he goes into the notepad and writes something "Read that on the way there" He says smiling at me. 'Okay" I say "Okay" He says. We are sitting in the car and I pull out my phone and go to my notepad It read, "Even with your scars I will love you. I still think you are beautiful no matter what. Whenever you feel like you going to hurt yourself just call me cause I would do anything for you. I want you in my life as long as I can have you I don't want you leaving it to soon I love you-Hayes"
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Teen FictionHia! My name is Joycelyn and I am a huge Magcon fan! I will have Cameron Dallas, Nash Grier, Hayes Grier, Carter Reynolds, Matthew Espinosa, Aaron Carpenter, Taylor Caniff, Shawn Mendes, Jack Gilinsky, Jack Johnson! Anyways Thanks for reading. As sa...