just hinata's pov of the first chapter :) it's not first person but it's his view of everything and his recollection of the events ... feel free to skip ig ! i also hope the first chap was ok ... this is my first fanfiction 👍
cw/tw : slight homophobia in this chapter
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When Kageyama told Hinata to go ahead and not wait for him because some weirdo girl from his math class had "something to say to him", Hinata was upset.
Don't ask him why, because he won't be able to supply an answer. He can't tell if he's jealous of Kageyama and that he gets a girl to confess to him, or if he's jealous of the girl. Was he scared that Kageyama might leave him for the girl? Was he scared he might lose his best friend to some stupid classmate of his?
He thought about it his entire twenty minute bike-ride over the mountains. He didn't get why when Kageyama walked away to go see that dumb girl his stomach started cramping. He didn't get why when he started to peddle off, tears started to form in his round, brown eyes.
Hinata didn't get a lot of things that happened in his life.
When he was six and got maybe a little too clingy with one of his male friends for regular societal standards and his friend yelled at him and never spoke to him again, he didn't get it. When he was in his first year of junior high and got butterflies in his stomach whenever he saw a specific second year, he didn't get it. When he did get what that feeling was and told the second year about it and was spit on and called horrible names and slurs, he didn't get it.
He gets it all now— the world is cruel.
But it can't be so cruel to take Kageyama away from him.
Would it?
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The sigh of relief he had to repress once he realized that it wasn't so cruel to do such a thing after he heard the hallway gossip made him worry again.
He shouldn't have been relieved that Kageyama turned down a chance at love, he should feel bad!
But he doesn't.
And Hinata, no matter how much he tries to deny it, knows why.
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When Kageyama asked Hinata for fucking relationship advice, he didn't know what to do. Too many question entered his mind as he let his thoughts race for the few seconds of silence they shared.
Does he know?
Is he trying to rub it in that he gets confessions and I don't?
Is he going to call me names and spit on me?
What if...
What if...
What if...
He can't let the silence go on forever. Hinata needs to take his chance!
"Well...uhm, I don't know. But, uh, we could practice... together?"
What.
Why did I say that?! He probably hates me now! He thinks I'm disgusting! What am I going to do? I can't—
Kageyama said yes.
Hinata doesn't get it.
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extra practice | kagehina
FanfictionKageyama has found himself in a crisis; said crisis being that he has no idea what to do in a relationship. Even with his elder sister's help, he is worried that, when the time comes, he won't be as ready as he should. He decides to let Hinata know...
