CAN I SEE YOU AGAIN, MY MOON?

I have every reason for me to keep holding on

Felix's pov:

Opening my car and sitting on the driver's seat comfortably. I  instructed Killian to do the same. Seeing her in the same position, I rolled down my window and leaned forward, almost knocking my water over."Hey! What are you waiting for? Hurry up and sit down!"Folding her arms, a look of uncertainty on her face, she opened her mouth to say something, "I know what you're about to say, and don't say it anyway. It won't change my mind. Now, come inside."Shifting my eyes away from her, I took a slow and deep breath as I felt the left side of my chest throb. Clicking her tongue, she stepped inside and slammed the door so loud, I was sure the men guarding the school heard it. Quickly glancing at my right side through panic, I was about to do some scolding but paused when I saw the reflection of her on the window. Her eyes were closed, her lower lip placed between her teeth as she bit it out of nervousness, and her eyebrows furrowing. As I continued to gape at her, I noticed the way she would open her ocean eyes once in a while only to close them again and how she released her lip to exhale a breath. And I find all of this lovely. She is the most breathtaking piece I have ever seen, despite all the beauty in the world. I know I haven't lived my entire life to say this, but even if I saw millions of stars, my gaze would always be drawn to her. Always. Releasing a sigh, I gestured for her to put the seatbelt on. After doing so, I turned the engine on, adjusted my position, and drove away from the school.

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Opening the car and getting out, I observed the place. It was located not too far from where I live, maybe just a few kilometers away. 

Fixing my shirt that was crumpled from Killian constantly shaking me and telling me to stop the car, for what reason, I don't know, I moved away from my current place and examined the camping site. I had it all planned already. Knowing that I only have a little time left because of my heart condition, I want to spend it with her. I was only supposed to make her my slave, I never intended to even like her, but I did.

Now, about her, she's stuck at the back of my head. How could she not? She's a masterpiece. Every single line and strokes. Every shape and meaning. Every color used. And every flaw hidden underneath is as beautiful as her. Every piece of her is worth more than a whole museum.

Sitting down on a trunk, a breeze of wind made its way past through me, really having no final destination, just moving around. Instead, I took off my shoes and replaced them with a slipper, moving my toe-fingers for a few seconds to relax them.

Staring at the view and waiting for Killian to wake up, I thought about my condition. It runs in the blood. Most of my family members also have the same problem as I do. At such a young age, I had it earlier, though. This was already part of me 2 years ago, and now, I'm getting weaker every day. Before, I didn't care. I did not have any reasons to live, so leaving this chaotic world was okay.

But now, I have her. I have every reason for me to keep holding on.

Groaning, I clutched my shirt at the same side earlier, as I felt it throbbing once again, this time, with more pain. Taking deep breaths, I tried to relax my muscles, and after a while, the pain had finally decreased. Sighing, I stand up from the trunk and plan to set up our tents. Taking the things needed, I saw Killian getting out of the car, looking around with a confused expression. After seeing me, she ran in my direction, almost tripping on her way."We're already here?" hugging herself, she asks me, trying to look for confirmation.

Rather than answering, I started building our tents at the far corner, near a lake. Struggling to move the zipper, I ignored her nagging voice. Knowing I would not answer, she stomped her feet and made her way on the opposite side, where you could see the view of the city."Hey, Killian! What are you doing there?" I called, straightening my back and dropping the tool in my hand." I want to feel the soothing air," she replied, tying her hair.

                 To be continued:

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Note: I am sorry, It's not the kind of story that has many parts. This story is kinda short (short story)

But I hope you like my story... See-ya in the next part