𝐶𝑀𝐼𝑌𝐶 𝑆𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑠 𝐃𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐦𝐚𝐧'𝐬 𝐖𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝 [Book 1]

Chp 13 Fear While In Love

[Liam POV]

Sherly told me everything that he had discussed with Sebastian Moran.

And I was surprised even he still believes that I might be still alive.

"That man almost killed me because I lied about you" Sherly chuckled while pouring a cup of tea on my cup.

"Perhaps I caused you so much trouble" I said while putting down the newspaper.

I slowly rub against the paper that has my picture on it, even if I wished to die, some still care about my existence even though I make this world such a mess.

And Sherly might be happy, having his favourite detective job with his close friend John Watson.

If I haven't met him, if I leave him alone his life would be brighter, not stuck in my world full of darkness that can't escape from it.

"Hey look at me, don't hide from me" he said walking towards my seat,slowly lifting up my chin to look deeply into his gentle eyes.

I took his palm away from my chin and held it against my cheek, nuzzling against it softly.

"You have big hands, not like mine, their slim, they did nothing but burn the world with a single touch" I smiled at him while still gripping tightly on it.

He took a chair and sat closer beside me.

"Listen carefully, it doesn't matter what you think, I choose this, it has nothing to do about your past" he said softly.

"You know Sherly, I should be dead long ago, that's what I choose at first and you know what's painful than death?Regret" I said softly.

He let out a sigh and put his arms around me, hoisting off my seat and land me on his lap, kisses gently on my forehead.

"My sweet Liam, bless you is all I can say, you don't deserve this, none of us have to suffer you know, we have a wonderful home and you got the job you wanted again so just let go of the pain and lets live happily together" he said beside my ear gently, patting my head softly.

I cuddled him tightly, each time I snuggle I can feel his heartbeat closer to mine, its so peaceful and his warm.

I want to stay like this forever.

It's not cold anymore since the first day he arrived.

"You have class to attend today Liam, have you forgotten? That's really odd" he chuckled while patting my back.

"It's the last day before the weekend, I'm taking a day off, I rather spend time with you" I said while playing with his hair.

"That won't do, I will punish you if your not taking responsibility Mr- Lord-of-crime"

"I'm not him anymore Sherly" I groaned.

"That's the point, you can be anyone now, you can do anything you want, why waste it all?" he said with a bright grin.

That very moment I knew, I was still deeply in love with this stubborn man.

Or perhaps I might have already been all along.

"Choose who you want to be because I will guide you to the end of our lives, until we get old together a-and! obviously we are going to get marri-"

"Hold your horses Sherlock Holmes, that's too soon" I said while placing my finger on his lips to shut him.

He took it off and kisses on my finger,bitting it softly while staring up at me with beasty eyes under his brows.

"I'm dieing to make you fully mine William James Moriarty" he whispered.