Love again

Perfect

Blossoms pov

Hey girl, open the walls, play with your dolls
We'll be a perfect family.
When you walk away, is when we really play
You don't hear me when I say,
"Mom, please wake up.
Dad's with a slut, and your son is smoking cannabis."

No one ever listens, this wallpaper glistens
Don't let them see what goes down in the kitchen.

Places, places, get in your places
Throw on your dress and put on your doll faces.
Everyone thinks that we're perfect
Please don't let them look through the curtains.

Picture, picture, smile for the picture
Pose with your brother, won't you be a good sister?
Everyone thinks that we're perfect
Please don't let them look through the curtains.

D-O-L-L-H-O-U-S-E
I see things that nobody else sees.
(D-O-L-L-H-O-U-S-E
I see things that nobody else sees)

Hey girl, look at my mom, she's got it going on
Ha, you're blinded by her jewelry.
When you turn your back she pulls out a flask
And forgets his infidelity.
Uh-oh, she's coming to the attic, plastic
Go back to being plastic.

No one ever listens, this wallpaper glistens
One day they'll see what goes down in the kitchen.

Places, places, get in your places
Throw on your dress and put on your doll faces.
Everyone thinks that we're perfect
Please don't let them look through the curtains.

Picture, picture, smile for the picture
Pose with your brother, won't you be a good sister?
Everyone thinks that we're perfect
Please don't let them look through the curtains.

D-O-L-L-H-O-U-S-E
I see things that nobody else sees.
(D-O-L-L-H-O-U-S-E
I see things that nobody else sees)

Hey girl (hey girl, hey girl, hey girl, hey girl)
Hey girl, open your walls, play with your dolls
We'll be a perfect family.

Places, places, get in your places
Throw on your dress and put on your doll faces.
Everyone thinks that we're perfect
Please don't let them look through the curtains.

Picture, picture, smile for the picture
Pose with your brother, won't you be a good sister?
Everyone thinks that we're perfect
Please don't let them look through the curtains.

D-O-L-L-H-O-U-S-E
I see things that nobody else sees.
(D-O-L-L-H-O-U-S-E
I see things that nobody else sees)

I hummed the song as I listened to it in the morning, it was one of my favorite songs because it spoke the truth and it reminded me of my family.

Everyone thought that we were perfect nothing wrong with us, but nobody knows what happens inside the house. I get beat, hit, yelled at, threatened, anything as horrible as making me think of suicide.

Then every morning I always either have on a long sleeved shirt or a sweater on, because I don't want anyone to see my scars.

I also don't want anyone to worry, but nobody would care enough about me to worry anyways so yeah.

Today I wore dark colors as usual, my black long sleeve, black pants, black combat boots, and my black beanie with a black hoodie. Black as usual, one of my favorite colors I never knew why but when I was a little girl I played with this boy in the park and he gave me a bracelet it was black but there was a small flower charm on it that was pink he said he gave it to me because of the color of my eyes.

My eyes used to be pink just like my hair used to be red. My aunt Jessie made me live a lie, she didn't like that I looked like my mother so she always told me to put on some brown contacts and to dye my hair black. I looked like a different person except the smile....

They said that I had gotten my eye color from my mom and when I smiled I had the same one as hers so they were glad that I stopped smiling so they didn't have to force their tears in trying not to cry at the memories of her.

So I never smile anymore because I realized that no matter what I'll probably always be unhappy, so I just stopped smiling and if I ever caught myself smiling I would quickly hide it and stop myself.

'Knock''knock' the sound of my aunt knocking on my door distracted me of my thoughts. "If your not out of this house in 10 minutes you get no dinner tonight and I'll come in there" I waited till I heard her footsteps fade away as she walked down the hall, and then I quickly grabbed my also black backpack and slung it over my shoulder before I dashed out the door.

As I was walking toward the school my cousin Julie and her friends were driving in her car and the blew a kiss towards something, at first I thought it was me but I realized she would never do that because she also hates me but from the corner of my eye I see a boy behind me red hair like the one I used to have and his eyes... Were a crimson red I know I've seen them somewhere.

I turned my head slightly just enough so that he wouldn't notice and so I could see his face, I have definitely seen this kid around.

Wait! I remember now, he's in my school his name is Rick, Bick, wait I think it's Nick! No it's on the tip of my tongue but I can't remember. Oh well but why isn't he with my cousin, I mean I've heard that he's really popular. Well none of my business.

I started walking faster but like all the cliché romance novels and movies I tripped over some random object and someone caught me and I look up to see those two crimson red eyes staring intently into mine and I just couldn't manage to look away..... This is gonna be a hell of an 'interesting' day.

So how'd you like it and the song at the beginning it's one of my favorites and the picture at the beginning is actually the singer of the song. The song is called dollhouse by Melanie Martinez so anyway see you next chapter I guess or p.m me for any suggestions or whatever and don't forget to follow me or comment or vote so bye now.

~~~~A.B~~~~