Second Chance

23

I can see bts around a bon fire.They are all laughing and having fun. Jin says this uncle joke and yoongi groans. Jimin bursts into laughter falling off from his seat. Jhope claps as he laughs too. Rm shakes his head but has a smile on his face. V shows his boxy smile and laughs at jimin. Jk grins nudging jin. Jin just laughs with his squeaky wiper sounds. And yoongi braeks into a gummy smile too.

But im not there with them. Im standing a bit far away from them. I call out to them. But they cant hear me. I get close but its like im invisible. Then they fade away.

The scene changes to bts in the dining room eating. There are eight chairs four on each side. Eating laughing  fighting like kids.

Hyung why is there an extra chair here?
Are we missing someone?
Nope? We are all here.
Wasn't there someone else?
Yah stop scaring me.
Why would we forget anyone?
Everyone important is here.
Haha youre right.

Then they all stop and look at me. They all have the same expression cold and glaring. Its as if they know it. Im not needed. Im not important. Ill never be one of them. Then i jolt awake. Rm is sound asleep. Its dawn. I must leave. I slowly lift the blanket and creep out. But as im leaving rm stirs a little.

My heart is racing and i almost forget to breathe. He shifts and turns away. I grab my bag but i halt and look back at rm.

Even if you run away we will find you.

Drag you by the ear.

Ill cry.

You know we will come after you right?

I take out a paper and scribble on it with a pencil. I fold it and place it between the door as i leave. Once i out of the house i run. I can feel the sting in my eyes. I dare not look back until i reach the end of the road.

I take out my dagger and strap it around my waist. I pull up my mask. I harshly rub off my tears. Its fine. Few months they wont even remember me. If they do they will only think of me as a fake person. Someone who used them thats all.

Back in the house jk woke up the first. He was on watch duty. See walkers alert his partner and if its few handle it. Jk noticed jhope coming out with a yawn.

Good morning jk.
Morning hyung.
Spot anything.
Nop- oh wait. Time for a morning jog.

Jhope leaned on jk but jk was up and running.

Ahh. Wait for me.
Come on hyung show me what you got.
A challenge. Okay ill show you my skills.

The watch was over. They went back.
Jin cooking food and jimin helping kind of.
Yoongi sleeping on the couch while V was kneeling in front of him holding his arms up.

What's going on? -jk
Tae disturbed suga hyung's sleep- jimin
Ahh-jhope
Aah my arms hurt-v
Breakfast is ready!- jin
Where is rm and yin-jimin
Oh yin wasnt in the room-jhope
Rm hyung wasn't too. -jk
Ooh they fell asleep together. Maybe-jimin
Jin smacks jimin.
Ouch. -jimin
Someone go call them down-jin
I'll go! -V
Kim taehyung you are not-suga
Too late-V

Suga looks to v running off. He goes back to sleep. Then there is loud foot steps.

Oh where is yin-Whats wrong?- Jin

V looks furious. Rm looks hurt looking down.
Guys whats wrong? -jhope
Youre scaring me. Tae where is yin?-jimin.
Namjoon hyung?- jk

V is holding a piece of paper. His knuckles have turned white.

She ran away.- Rm
What?
No way.. she wouldnt-jimin
But she..-jk
She fucking left! - V

Then suga had woken up too. He took the paper from v. His hands tightened on the paper. It was already crumpled. V left to his room and slammed the door.

What is it-jhope
She left this letter-rm

Im finally escaping from here. Honestly i had no intention to stay with you all from the first day i met you all. It so happened that this place was a good spot. You guys were close to useless but the numbers was an advantage. I was gonna leave after the first night but couldn't. I thought a few more days wouldn't hurt to i played along being nice and going with all the antics. I lied about others things too. But honestly you guys want to hide away from everything. Up until now i was just using you all. So i hope you get some sense knocked into your heads. Im only writing this so you idiots dont come after me cause im leaving busan. I want nothing to do with you all. I hope we never see each other again.

They all read the letter.