Lana's POV
I starred at Rachels wrists. I didn't show any emotion other than blinded anger.
"Rachel..." I trailed off and she just looked at me
I stood there in another one of my dazes, the ones that happen without warning that make me lifeless to everyone around me, my breathe was short and I felt like I was having a heart attack. It wasn't. Just another panic attack. They usually came together in situations like this, I would zone out and have a panic attack in fear that I'd never get out, they blocked me from things I didn't want to see the dazed moments, John shook me awake and I was sitting down.
"Wheres Rachel?!" I managed to speak
"George and Paul are bandaging her wrists, you blacked out for like ten minutes" John explained
"I didn't want to" I sighed
''Then why did you?" John questioned
"Its something I've had since I was little, I got it from my mom, its not in my control my body does it when I don't want to see something or if I have a panic attack, either way I have a panic attack" I shrugged
"Well what now?" John asked
"Rachel, where is she?" I questioned
"The back room" John said, I got up and walked back to see Rachel. She looked up at me with red eyes
''Rachel" I said softly, I rushed up to her and held her tightly squeezing her as hard as I could with tears of my own running down my cheeks silently
I looked at her and felt a pack of cigarettes in my back pocket, I slid them down farther in my pocket and looked at George
"I'm gonna go on a walk" I said grabbing my lether jacket and heading out the door.
I got a good distance away from the house and scrambled for a cigarette, I lit it and automaticly calmed down. My nerves ran away and my body was no longer tense. I got to a certain part of the beach and sat down, then looked at my cigarette and blew out the smoke.W
"I'm an unemotional asshole, she just cut her wrist and I'm down here smoking a damn cigarette, I'm pathetic. How'd Rachel put up with me for this long" I sighed laying down and starring at the fading sun, how'd did I make it this far in life?
Written by Hannah
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I'm re-reading all the chapters and noticing how many spelling mistakes i've made like holy crap there is a lot. Its mainly because I am writing this on my laptop which I usually never do so I'll never get used to writing in the section wattpad gives yo to write, so for future perposes thats why I have so many spelling mistakes.
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