when two boys fall in love, but the other boy is struggling with mental health.
"You were right, at the end of the day. You did dissapear."
TW⚠️: su1cid€, s3lf-h@rm, angst, Ed.
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"Imagine that we used to hate each other" said the other boy.
"For real, we literally talked smack about each other all the time" I said, holding the boys hand.
End of the dream.
I woke up, it was around 9am, we didn't have school, happily.
"What an strange dream.." I whispered to myself while I opened my eyes, I saw Heeseung's Hand still on my hair, as he was sleeping on the couch, he must of felt uncomfortable in that position, poor boy.
I put my hand on top of Heeseung's and I smiled, he has been here since I moved in Seoul, I sometimes call him my dad, but he is like an father figure, but like Jay hyung, they both take care of me a lot.
Jay and Heeseung hyung are like my parents, Jay always takes care of me and makes sure I have food or clean clothes, and clean house, and then Heeseung is the other parent who makes sure I have good time and that I'm taking care of myself.
"Good morning" I heard Heeseung say, I smiled at him, "morning hyung" I said. I closed my eyes again, I didn't really know what to do today.
It was pretty boring today, so we just were chilling in my dorm, Jay decided to show up, so now there was me, Jay and Heeseung, we all laughed and played video games, we also took one photo and posted it in Instagram!
3rd person POV:
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@/beanieboy: with these..troublemakers.
Nishimura: stop lying😇 I'm an angel. ^beanieboy: in ur dreams.
fashionista: at least I look good. ^beanieboy: as always bby
Jay POV:
We were at Ni-ki's dorm rn, Hee and Ni-ki are having flour fight as I'm just laughing at them, I love them.
They act like children, I love seeing this side of them, they look so peaceful.
"Ha!" I heard Riki say as he ran away from the kitchen laughing, leaving full of flour being Hee in the kitchen with Me.
He looked at me smiling, then he ran after Riki. I just started cleaning the kitchen and laughed at the two boys.
They definitely know how to make my day if something.
Ni-ki has suddenly fallen asleep after while of running around, he probably lost all of his energy with hee.
Ni-ki POV:
Dream:
he held my hand, running around the beach, yet again.
He kept talking to me about how he loves cats and dogs, but he has this white dog? I'm not sure tho..
He also said how he loves the colour orange and blue, orange cause it reminds him of bright Color's and blue cause it reminds him of the ocean and the sky, he said he loves dogs cause they make him happy and they look cute while wagging the tail, he said he loves cats cause of how much attention they need and he finds it cute.
He said his favourite food is Tteokbokki, cause it reminds him of his childhood food.
He loves flowers, they make him happy, he also loves when people make him flower crowns, he likes being complimented even tho he doesn't accept them.
He loves talking about random topics like how weird one rock looks like??
He loves acting innocent when he does something, it's cute.
He loves talking about his life anyway, I love listening To it, I could listen to his voice 24/7 without any problems.
He makes me feel safe some kind of way, I really can't explain it, but he does.
He makes me feel like I matter.
Like I have a place to stay in the world.
But what happens after I dissapear?
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Sorry about this being an short chapter, I'm really tired. So I'm sorry<3 I will fix grammar mistakes later after I have slept. Goodnight and I love y'all. Hope you enjoyed!
