Teenage Problems

My Lover, My Crush

My Lover, My Crush

Chapter 2

I saw him. He was so pretty as he walks past me.

No, I couldn't like him.

I'm already seeing someone.

I try to distract myself as I pull out my airpods to listen to music.

4:00 PM

I sigh as I see all the couples on my fyp. I was jealous. I craved love, I craved it so much I was desperate to date anyone at that point.

"Why am I like this?"

(Discord Notification!)

"I know I was supposed to show you tomorrow but I couldn't wait."
sent by (A)

(She sends me a picture of her answer on the note I gave her)

"Yes."

I pause for a second. I felt so happy.

I finally have a girlfriend.

A pretty one too.

"Oh, awesome, wanna hangout tomorrow, just us?"
sent by you

"Sure! Where at?"
sent by (A)

"It doesn't matter, you could decide."
sent by you

"We could hangout by the tree and take some pictures?"
sent by (A)

"Yeah, I was actually thinking of that."
sent by you

"Alright then!"
sent by (A)

After that, I thought of all the things we could do as a couple.

Going on cute dates.
Cuddling, hugging.

Everything a perfect couple would have done.

(I've been too lazy to write this story, so I'm gonna skip some parts that have happened but I'll explain it the best way possible)

Me and (A) have broken up, I've been getting a little too attached to (W). There was an up coming school dance on Friday and I was waiting for someone to ask me out. At the dance, I complain to (M) about (W) and at some point I cry about him.

Why was I so obsessed with him?

"He is just this stupid boy. He's not that important."

said (M).

I believed her. I really did.

He was not the one for me.

Especially of the way he makes me feel.

Its slowly killing me.

He breaks my emotions.

At the end of the school dance, I felt so relieved that the dance was finally over.