Insecurities || L.S

| Chapter 3 |

At home

That night Louis couldn't sleep, he loved Harry with all his heart but Harry didn't deserve him, or at least that's what he thought, he felt awful.

He finally decided to get out of bed and go to the bathroom, it was about 12 am or something.

He looked at himself in the mirror and clenched his fists, he couldn't do this anymore.

He took out a paper and wrote something, went near Harry and kissed him on the forehead and left.

The next morning

"Lou." Harry said groggily as he heard no response.

"Lou?" He said but this time he said it worriedly, "Louis." He said one last time before getting out of the bed and searching for Louis.

"Boobear?" He still couldn't hear a reply, and then after searching for him for a few minutes Harry went to the kitchen and sat down at the counter.

He figured Louis just went out to run an errand or something.

But when he placed his hand on the smooth marble of the counter he felt something.

He looked down and saw a note.

He tilted his head curiously and picked it up.

3 years later...

"k bye." Harry says as he hangs up on the phone.

"Papa!" A cute voice exclaims.

"Yes?" Harry questions as he bends down.

"Where are we going?" She asks because there are packed bags all over the place.

"Hmm, where do you wanna go?"

"Fairyland!"

"We can't go there, but I know the next best thing..."

"Yayy!" She exclaims and Harry lets out a chuckle.

They finally finished packing, well almost.

Harry freezes as he sees a picture of him and Louis a few feet away from him.

Flashback

Harry's eyes flew over the words on the page in his hands frantically.

Hey, if you're reading this I'm probably gone, you deserve so much more than me. I'm probably the ugliest person on this planet, find a better person who can love you more than I do, who am I kidding? Nobody can love you like I do. I love you so much, hope you find someone you deserve, bye.

- Sincerely, Louis

Harry broke down into tears.

The salty liquid flowed down into his mouth making him choke and sob even louder.

A pain in his stomach and the sudden urge to puke interrupted his cries.

He covered his mouth with his hand and ran up to the bathroom.

End of the flashback

A tear falls down Harry's face.

He quickly wipes it off as the two year old comes and says, "Papa?"

"Yes Audrey?"

"I'm hungry."

"Wanna make cookies?"

"Yes!"