wortkonfetti

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i just hope you know
how often i have cried for you.
to clarify, it could have filled oceans.
oceans for you.
how many nights i lied in my bed
staring at nothing
thinking about the things
we
could have been.
and never will be.
i just hope you will
never experience this kind
of heart wrenching
soul killing pain
you are unintentionally
causing me to feel.
i'm sure you aren't even
thinking about me
at all.
never.
i'm a forgotten ghost,
an old crumpled camera film roll
who just wants to be loved by
you.