Too much for a trainee (Exo Chanyeol Fanfic)

22.Speechless.

We went back to the hall and all the eyes were focused on us. He let go of my hand as we entered in order not to show that there was something wierd. My eyes searched for Ljoe but he wasnt there. Chanyeol led me to my seat which I hadnt sat on before.

I took my phone out of my clutch bag and texted Ljoe.

"I'm so sorry for what happened" I texted but he didnt reply.

I placed my phone on the table and chatted with Luhan who was sitting next to me.

"I dont know what happened between you and Chanyeol, but whatever You look gorgeous" he said, smiling and I felt his sincerity. He was like the gorgeous one there not me.

"Thank you I appreciate it" I blushed and smiled back to him. Then my phone rang and I sprang up to answer,  I was quite sure its L.Joe. But it wasnt him.

I texted him again.

"Byung hun,  I cant really thank you enough for what you did, or apologise enough for whats's happened to you because of me.where're you?"

Chanyeol, who was busy chatting with the manager and the members,  finally took notice of me.

"Who are you texting now?"

"N-Noone" I locked my phone and smiled.

We danced and joked for a while then when it was time for everyone to leave, Chanyeol held my hand and I heard Baekhyun whistling then Chanyeol made him stop and he laughed.

His hand were holdnig mine, and it was something unusal, something I didnt expect would ever happen.

I was about to enter the other van when he grabbed my hand to sit in his.

My heart trembled every second, and I know he had noticed.

I slept during the journey back home and regained my consciousness the other morning.

"Well good morning" Zandra said with a bright, unusual smile.

"Good morning , when did I come here?" I tried to focus my vision which was still blury and realised I was in my own bedroom.

"Yesterday, after the party, Chanyeol oppa brought you here. Ahh unnie there's so much that I want to say" she was jumping in excitement.

"I dont remember that, but yeah, tell me what happened"

"When you were inside the van with Chanyeol oppa, you fell asleep and he wrapped his arm around your shoulder so you can rest your head on his and-"

"Omo then what?"

"Unnie, you were like a dead body " she laughed " I was trying to wake you up but it was useless, until chanyeol volunteered to carry you to your room"

I face palmed myself.

"Unnie you looked hilarious " she laughed her heart out

"I know" I shook my head in shock.

I must have been a burden to all of them, specifically Chanyeol.

I reached my hand to get the phone and text him. Then I remembered l.Joe,  he must've been lonely.

"Zandraaa, btw how was l.Joe before he left?"

"Erm, I dont think he was well, I mean he got punshed in the face when he did nothing" she pursed her lips.

"Do you know where would he be by now?"

"Nah, probably practising"

I texted Chanyeol quickly to tell him I'd be waiting for him at the sm building after an hour, then I headed directly to the building. I knocked on Shinee's practising room to find Taemin opening the door.

"Oh Chanyeol's girlfriend" he smiled.

"What? No, we're not dating"

"Yeah yeah" he laughed.

"Is Byung Hun inside?"

He looked inside the room "Uhm, No"

I stared at him "Are you sure?" I exclaimed ,he nodded. I bowed to him and left. I was pretty sure ljoe was inside and It was obvious that he was lying, if he wasnt inside from the first place, he wouldnt have checked the room.

I felt uneasy and needed something to drink. I inserted a coin in the vending machine and when I was about to open my pepsi can, a hand snatched it.

"Chanyeol!"

"How many times did I tell you not to drink soda"

"But I was thirsty" I pouted

"Did you eat?"

"NO, now give it to me"

"I will after you eat out with me" he smirked.

"Are you asking me out?" I raised an eyebrow.

"mmm" he nodded.

"Let me think about it" I said teasingly, then he smiled and grabbed my hand out of the building into his car.

"What were you doing at the building?, we dont have to practise today"

"I didnt know we were free today, nobody told me yesterday, remember? I was a dead body." I covered my face with my hands, he laughed.

"To be honest I came to see Ljoe, he didnt reply to my texts and I thought he was practising but he probably wasnt" I said, skipping the part when taemin said he wasnt there.

Chanyeol sighed, "Why do you care about him that much?"

"Chanyeol, without him I wouldnt've gone to the party, I didnt want to come and I was depressed he was the one who cheered me up."

"Yeah and he was the one who kept teasing me,  pinching your cheeks and laughing with you"

"I'm sure he didnt mean that, he was just being friendly. You're jealous" I smirked playfully, "I think you should apologise to him, he didnt mean anything Im pretty sure"

"What? No way! " He parked the car and opened the door for me as we arrived at the restaurant's parking lot.

"Chanyeol you should really apolog-" I was cut off by his finger on my mouth.

"We'll talk about that later, now forget everything and lets eat." he said.

After we finished Chanyeol drove me back home, drived 'Us' If you know what I mean.

I checked my phone again but Byung hun didnt reply. ljoe what's wrong with you.

Few days passed and I never came in contact with ljoe, actually I wasnt able to even see him, I was too busy practicing, by then, I could do the growl dance and that one for overdose, their comeback, sometimes it was hard to endure, but the members encouraged each other besides me, I looked for Byung hun everywhere but I couldnt find him, maybe he was busy with his appearance next week with Shinee, but why could I see all the members except him?.

Then it hit me, when I was coming out of the building, and I found him about to close the van door, I called his name loudly but he didnt react, I ran towards the van, he looked at me and avoided eye contact,when I was about to reach the van it moved. He, lee Byung hun was avoiding me.

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hey beautiful readers, long time no see, im really sorry, btw exo's album is daebak and my fav is what if and Hurt,  wbu?