MATTHEW 'S POV
She rushed to leave as soon as she heard that I'm engaged and soon to be married by this Nancy Jones,but to be honest I don't like her and what's worse is she's forcing herself to me and I hate it
The only one I like is the girl who left me today,but I wonder where she goes?But also,I think she doesn't have a place to stay so she will come back here as soon as she's alone
But I feel like my instincts are wrong.
I feel like someone was going to disappear but I didn't mind it
I hated this Nancy for forcing herself to mine,she doesn't even mind that Karina was listening in our conversation earlier,she doesn't even also mind asking of who is she?or why are you with her?or what's your relationship with this girl!This girl is os freaking awful!
"Nancy lets talk"I said and she follows me at the balcony outside the gate of our house,she sits beside me
"What are we going to talk about?"She asked and put her head in my arms as if we're really are lovers,but totally,were not
"Let's stop these nonsense Nancy,I don't want to hurt you by assuming that I will marry you but your wrong,I won't marry you because I like someone already and it's not....you"I said and she looked at me eye to eye
"But I like you,and its enough for me to prove that I love you"She said
"Nancy look,don't force yourself to someone who hasn't even like you nor having a plan on liking you,you know what Nancy?,it's better if you leave me alone and just mind your own business because I don't have a plan of marrying you"I said but she laughs
"You're so funny Matthew,you didn't even take a serious relationships before and now you're saying to me that you're liking someone?very funny but I won't believe in your stupid lies,so whether you like it or not I will marry you and you have no choice but to marry me because I will commit suicide if you don't do it"She threatens me but it didn't work on me
"Then kill your own self,cut your life without enjoying the world just because I don't want to marry you!Yes!You are right! I'm such a bastard and an awful jerk that plates a lot of girls and didn't take them seriously before but now I change,I realized everything because of someone,she made me realize my mistakes and she even helped me to start changing myself,but marrying you?I don't think I can do that because,I will only marry a girl that I loved,Sorry for saying you this Nancy but I hope you understand that you can find someone better than me,a man that will truly love you and cares about you but if you're assuming that it's me,then I'm sorry,I really don't have plans on marrying and liking you from the very first beginning,sorry"I said and she smiles at me
"You really change now Matthew,and also,are you talking about the girl earlier?Is she the someone that you liked?"She asked
"To be honest,yes she is and I think she got offended when you said that were going to marry and what's worse is,,,she is my girlfriend now"I said and she cover her mouth in a total shock
"Oh no!She must have misunderstood it,I'm sorry"She said
"It's okay you didn't know a thing...I understand"I said
"That girl was indeed lucky to you"She said
"Yes she is,but I think I was more lucky to have her in my life "I said and someone texted me on my phone and it's Karina,I feel nervous right now
"Who is it?"Nancy asked
"It's Karina"I replied
"Its her name?"She asked and I nodded
While I was opening my phone,I rushed to messages and I saw Karina texted me a long text but I spend time on reading it
TEXT
Matthew?Today me and my parents were going to California,I'm going to stay there for some time,I'm sorry if I just said this to you in a message but I hope you understand,the girl named Nancy earlier was your fiancee right?she is going to be Mrs.Lee as your wife soon,I wish you two the best,sorry for bothering you but please do forget me and just move on,to be honest Matthew,even for the short period of time I liked you,even if it's weeks since we meet and I can assure to you that I like you but I can't confess to you,you got my first kiss and first experience and so do I,I got your firsts too right? Matthew,I know that the time will surely comes and we will meet again in a coincidence way but if that day happens please pretend that you don't know me because I will do the same,and now that you're going to get married,I just want to thank you for everything you did for me and I really appreciates it,sorry for this long message that's all,from your classmate,Karina Winter Mcdonie
I finished reading Karina's text and I cried so much because of that long but hurtful farewell of hers
Why do the world became so unfair to me?
Now that I change the girl that I love leaves me and confessing to me in a text that she also liked me but it's too late,she left me already
Also,I can't chase her anymore because the plane might be on air right now,I cried and cried until I collapsed
And after that I didn't know what happened
KARINA 'S POV
That's it,I did it,I already left Matthew and this city
He's going to be married soon and me,I thought that we will be together but I was wrong,I should have just avoid him from the start so that I didn't assume anymore
It's really indeed true that "Assuming can't get what she wants"
Matthew Lee,I wish you can move on,I like you and that's all,it's better for us to stop this nonsense as soon as possible
While I'm thinking about the little moments that Matthew and I did,my heart cant stop beating and it really hurts deep inside me
Until my tears came down to my cheeks,and so that my parents won't notice that I'm crying I put my black hoodie and a black mask so that they can't see me crying for a stupid reason
But before I enter this plane I sent him a message and I hope he can read it peacefully
TEXT
Matthew?Today me and my parents were going to California,I'm going to stay there for some time,I'm sorry if I just said this to you in a message but I hope you understand,the girl named Nancy earlier was your fiancee right?she is going to be Mrs.Lee as your wife soon,I wish you two the best,sorry for bothering you but please do forget me and just move on,to be honest Matthew,even for the short period of time I want you to know that I liked you Matthew,even if it's weeks since we meet and I can assure to you that I like you but I can't confess to you,you got my first kiss and first experience and so do I,I got your firsts too right? Matthew,I know that the time will surely comes and we will meet again in a coincidence way but if that day happens please pretend that you don't know me because I will do the same,and now that you're going to get married,I just want to thank you for everything you did for me and I really appreciates it,sorry for this long message that's all,from your classmate,Karina Winter Mcdonie
That's my last message to him,and I wish he can forget me easily because me,I will do my excellent best to forget him and start a new life in my new country in California
Matthew,I wish you won't become a bastard and a jerk who plays girls again,I wish you could change yourself not for me but also for you and to everyone
Thank you for everything you made me feel and experience Matthew Lee,God will surely gives you a reward of your good beings.
To be continued
