𝑴𝒀 𝑺𝑼𝑵 𝑰𝑵 𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑫𝑨𝑹𝑲 - 𝑻𝑶𝑴 𝑹𝑰𝑫𝑫𝑳𝑬

Chapter 33

Y/n

Yes, he messed up once again. I spent years trying to know my real family. Even though they are dead now, I wanted to know they are like. How they look, their personality. That orphanage took my life. And the people there treated me like shit! Just because I had no family. Tom knew all these things and never cared to tell me. At least I would be happier. And sleep well. I trusted him. At least he knew everything before I met Kai. If he loved me a little he would tell me before Kai told me. I'm so mad at him right now.

''Y/n...I looked for you everywhere. I will explain everything'' someone said behind me catching his breath. I knew that voice it was Tom's voice.

I turned around and slapped him right there.

''I don't want to hear your explaniations. Leave me alone.'' I said walking past him.

''Y/n..please love just let me talk. Please just listen to me.'' He said.

''Don't call me love. And I'm so mad at you. Leave me alone.'' I said.

''Y/n..'' he said coming behind me..

I did a spell that would teleport me to my room.

I locked the door with a powerful wandless spell and fell in the bed. How could he look me into my eyes and call me 'love' still? After what has he done, it will be hard for me to forgive him. I thought he wasn't keeping any secret from me but that was just what I thought, I still love him. Yes I do but what he has done to me its just a big no!

He was my biggest love.

And he still is. I don't know what to do now

I need to chose what I want to do. If I should forgive him or not.

Someone knocked on the door and I thought it was Ton but when I unbreak it the spell and opened the door it was Lorenzo.

''Enzo? I haven't talked to you in days'' i said letting him in..

''Yes, I missed you. So uhm the Dark Lord told me to come to your dorm. He told me that you broke up with Tom. He wants to know if you are okay. ''

''Ughh no I didn't break up with him. Its just I'm mad at him for something. I still love him.'' I said rolling my eyes.

''Oh really? So anyways have you seen Noah? He is missing'' he asked.

''No I haven't seen him.'' I lied.

''Oh okay! I hope you get better. Should I stay or go?'' He said getting awkward.

''Just stay. I need to talk to someone.'' I said.

After talking and laughing with Enzo I've clearly forget about that situation with Tom.

''I should probably go. And tonight we have a meeting, i'll see you later.'' He said.

''Okay. I'll see you later Enzo. Thank you about the nice talk.'' I said getting up from my bed. He walked to the door and got out.

Its still early for that meeting, I better sleep a little.

I fell in the bed but I couldn't sleep. Thoughts of Tom kept coming in my mind. I'm in a complicated situation. I can't do this to Tom. He always stayed by my side. I love him, and I can't imagine if something happend to him. Oh God. Please tell me a right way! What if Tom has a lot of other secrets and he is not telling me...

No no no he wouldn't do this to you. Now my heart says, but my brain keeps telling me that he already did this to me! He knew I was spending time by trying to find about my family everywhere. And he never told me. At least I would sleep better, knowing that they loved me and they sacrificed theirselves for me and Kai.

No, no, no, I'm not gonna forgive him. All these years students were bullying me for not having parents. Being alone. At least I would be proud of them. I still am proud of them.

Why didn't you open your mouth to tell me?

Everytime I close my eyes, its like a black paradise.

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The meeting

I sat near Kai. Tom wasn't here yet.

''Is something wrong?'' Kai said.

''Nah, I'm perfectly fine. And I'm happy'' i lied.

Kai would literally kill Tom for doing that to me. I can't say the truth.

Finally, the black guy entered the door. Oopss I can't think anything or he will read my mind. He saw me but I didn't want to make eye contact with him. Not right now.
The Dark Lord came and everyone started speaking. I leaned in the chair just staring at the table. I wasn't scared anymore. Not from the Dark Lord, not from the Death Eaters and I wasn't scared from Death too...

The Lord gave some tasks to everybody. Untill he reached Tom.

''Tom..I have two tasks for you. But someone else is going to answer which one will you do it. So the first one is a deadly task. The chances to die are 97.8% maybe. And the other one is to finish a task with..Y/n at Hogwarts.'' He spoke.

The dark lord is trying to hurt him even more. He is trying to hurt me because he knows I wouldn't do anything that will hurt Hogwarts.

''Who will chose for me?'' Tom asked not paying attention. He looked like he wanted the Deadly Task.

''Y/n clearly!'' Voldemort said, everyone's eyes were on me. But my eyes met Tom's.

''So Y/n what do you chose?'' Voldemort spoke once again.

He is trying to hurt me. He knows how much I'm mad at Tom. He thinks I'm gonna chose the Deadly Task.

But the other one is something that will hurt my school. MY HOME. God, please help me.

''Y/n... come one you don't need to think to much after what he has done to you. Just answer what do you chose'' he said.

Kai stared at me in a confused way.

''I-'' i started but I couldn't get other words from my mouth. Words were trapped in my throat.

''Let it be the Hogwarts task with....''

''Me'' i managed to say the words out.

After all I wouldn't never let him die.

The Dark Lord started getting angry and mad.

Does he that bad want Tom dead. His son!

''The meeting is over. Everyone finish your tasks.'' He said going away.