❤MY ARRANGED BELOVED ❤

CHAPTER-12

15 days passed after that fight...
They both weren't talking with each other.
Sidharth now sleep in the Hall room floor.
Shehnaaz have stopped talking or fighting with him..
She don't throw any tantrums rather silently live like a guest.

The uncomfortable atmosphere have often haunt both of them but their ego are bigger than anything.

In short both stay mum in front of each other.

Today Sidharth was driving and his vision was getting blurry..
He blinked his eyes to focus but went in vain.

Blackness surrounded him and he stopped the car in a jerk.
Slowly his eyes got closed and darkness spread around him.

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In the hospital-

Rajat, Ricky, Kishore ji and Shehnaaz are sitting outside his room..

Doctor told them that he is not taking enough nutrition and food and this had lead to minor ulcer ..
They have been adviced to take care of him and to not let him starve like that..

Saku tai - Shehnaaz, Sidharth jab akela rehta tha tab mai uski dekhbhaal kar leti thi apna beta samajhkar kyunki mereko wo bohot apna jaisa lagta hai.. Tumhe Shaadi karke laaya to mereko accha laga ye soch kar ki ab uska bhi koi khyaal rakhne waala hoga.
Shruti ne bataya tha ki kaise tum muh ghumati ho is jagah ko aur hume dekhkar lekin fir bhi mai khush thi Sidharth k liye. Lekin tum uska khyaal rakhne k laayak ho hi nahi. Nihaayati ghatiya kisam ki insaan ho tum .
Humesha maine tumhe apni beti jaisa hi socha tha isliye kuch kaha nahi lekin tumhari jaise nakchari aur battamez larki maine pehle nahi dekha. Sidharth pata nahi kaise tumse shaadi kar li.
Bhola hai wo isliye sayad fas gaya lekin uski sazaah usko aaj aise mil rahi hai.
Shukr manao ki mai Sidharth ki asli ma nahi hu kyunki agar hoti to abtak tumhe baal pakadkar dhakke marke nikalti uski zindagi aur ghar, dono se. Kaisi insaan ho tum chi... Apne hi pati ko khaane tak nahi deti ho acche se.

Saku tai released all her anger on her .

Shehnaaz was looking down all the time with tears filled in her eyes...
She haven't seen him having his food much because she used to eat and sleep before he arrived.

Kishore ji was raging in anger and guilt..
He had seen that Sidharth looked leaner than before with eyebags, tired eyes and messed up looks enchanting his structure.
But he never asked the reason behind it as he thought it could be something personal and he shouldn't intrude.

Standing in front of Shehnaaz he gave her a stern look.

Shehnaaz- Papa mai..

Kishore ji- Don't... Don't try to justify anything kyunki mai tumhe acche se jaanta hu. Maine galti kar di Sidharth aur tumhari shaadi karake. Wo ye sab deserve hi nahi karta.. Usko tum pasand nahi thi bilkul aur kyu wo aaj pata chala.
Because you are a selfish, egoistic immature woman. Tum humesha se jiddi aur Battameez ho lekin maine bardaasht kiya.. Not anymore.
Sidharth se mai khud kahunga ki wo tumhe chor de, divorce de de.. Uski zindagi barbaad nahi hone dunga aur.
After that you are free to do wherever you want. Aaj uski ye haalat isliye hai kyuki koi uska dhyaan rakhne waala nahi hai.. Tum to bilkul acchi khaasi dik rahi ho lekin tumhe aisa rakhne mei wo pista gaya.
Mai Sidharth se Divorce ki baat aaj hi karunga chahe tum raho ya nahi.
Aur ek baat acche se jaan lo, ajse mai tumhara kuch nahi hu... Tum jaisi nalayak aulaad ho to pehle hi maar dena chahiye. Sab sahi the ki tum jaha bhi jaati ho, waha logo ka jeena haraam kar deti ho. Sidharth ko baksh do aur chali jao uski zindagi se humesha humesha k liye.
Tang aa gaye hai sab tumse aur tumhari harkato se.

His venomous words broke her heart . Her own father thinks the same like others. He don't want her as his daughter... Sidharth ko bhi mai nahi chahiye.. Nobody wants me...Nobody loves me..
Sab nafrat karte hai.. Sab.

She slowly walked inside his room and saw him with Glucose drips and oxygen mask.

She knew that people are right... His this condition is because of her, because she failed to understand his efforts, his words, his condition. Meera di, Saku tai, papa everybody had called her wrong which means she is the only wrong person around him.

Sitting on the stool beside him she kept looking at his unconscious form.

Shehnaaz- Sid... Sidhaarthhhh..

She choked taking his name for the first time.

Shehnaaz - Sab mujhse naraaz hai Sidharth... Sabko lagta hai mai zimmedaar hu tumhaari haalat ki.
Rajat aur Ricky ne bhi mujhko sunaaya bahut... Papa ne bhi aur Meera di to baat hi nahi karna chahti.. Plz tum uth jaao na.. Utho aur sabko batao na ki maine jaan puch k nahi kiya kuch... Sor.. Sorry, galti ho gayi. Mai .. Mai sorry hu sacchi.
Mujhe nahi samaj aaya tha kuch but ab aa  gaya.. Samaj gayi Mai ki tum sahi the aur mai galat. Mai.. Mai..

She hiccuped feeling breathless but her fingers kept the hold on his palm tight.

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