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CHAPTER-13

Sidharth woke up after an hour and found her sleeping on his palm.
Her face had dried tear stain and he knew that she must have cried.. But why?

He tried to get up and his movement broke her sleep.

Sidharth- kumbhkaran uth gayi itni easily.. Aur mai yaha kya kar raha hu?

Shehnaaz kept looking at him in tears.

Shehnaaz- Sorry..... She mumbled like a kid of 5 .

Sidharth- Kyu? Tumne fir kya kiya?

Shehnaaz- Meri galti hai ki tum yaha ho.. Mai tumhara dhyaan nahi rakhti isiliye tum yaha ho... I... I am sorry... Sab meri galti.... She was self loathing and Sidharth saw her like this for the first time.

Sidharth -Hey.. Hey shaant ho jaao.. Tumne kuch nahi kiya baba.. Kya kaha hai doctor ne?

Kishore ji and his friends barged inside the room and Shehnaaz flinched.

Kishore ji- Shehnaaz go out.

Sidharth raised his eyebrows in confusion when he felt her hold getting tighter on his arm.

Kishore ji- Get out Shehnaaz.

Her eyes dropped tears at the tone he used in front of all of them.

Sidharth- Kya hua hai sir? Is everything fine?

Kishore ji- Nahi Sidharth.. Maaf kardo mujhe.. Shehnaaz se shaadi karake galti kardi lekin ab tumhe isko aur jhelne ki zaroorat nahi hai. Isko chor do.

Sidharth was baffled with the sudden encounter.

Sidharth- Matlab?

Rajat- Sahi keh rahe hai ye.. Ye larki kisi kaam ki to hai nahi aur iski wajaah se tu itne stress mei raha.. Sale bataya tak nahi ki Tu thik se khana pina chor chuka hai.

Sidharth- Mind your language Rajat. Bhul mat ki Tu meri biwi k baare mei baat kar raha hai aur ye sab mei iski kya galti hai.. Mai bhul jaata tha kaam mei ki khana kab khana hai... Isne kuch nahi kiya. Ho jata hai yaar relax kar.. Thik hu Mai.

Kishore ji- Bas karo Sidharth.. Tumhe iski galtiya chupane ki koi zaroorat nahi hai .
Hum sab jaante hai sach.

Sidharth- To sir aap yeh sach bhi jaante hai ki humne shaadi ki hai.. Kaise, kab fark nahi padhta lekin sach ye hai ki Shehnaaz meri biwi aur mai uske hone waale bacche ka baap hu. Baaki kisi cheez ko dil pe lene ki zaroorat nahi hai.

Kishore ji- Tum kuch kehte nahi ho isliye sir par chadhti hai ye. Tumhe isko sabak seekhana chahiye aur tum hi tarafdaari kar rahe ho.

He spoke disappointed.

Sidharth- And Exactly mai hota kon hu isko sabak sikhane wala?
Sir ek baat batayiye aap to iske dad hai na? To jab aapne usko kabhi nahi roka to kaise aap expect karte ho ki ek anjaan insaan usko thik kar sakta hai?
Bachpan se usne zid ki hogi aur usko cheeze milti hai waise to aaj bhi wo wahi karti hai.. Agar aapne usko laad na di hoti aur tab samjhaya hota to sayad aaj wo itni stubborn hoti hi na.
Hum jinke kareeb hote hai unki baate jyada sunte hai na?
Shehnaaz mujhe apna koi nahi maanti to aap kaise expect karte hai ki wo meri baat sunegi and mai thik karunga usko.
In sab mei uski kabhi koi galti hai hi nahi aur agar zimmedaar hai to wo aap hai.
Bacche zid karte hai , lekin agar hum wo pura karne lag jaaye ye soch kar ki wo sunti nahi hai to ye to humari galti hoti hai na sir. Apne bacche se pyaar karna galat nahi hai lekin us pyaar mei har zid ko bachpana samajhke pura karna galat hai aur aapne wo kiya hai Shehnaaz k time.Agar usko koi sudhaar sakta tha to wo uski family honi chahiye naaki koi baahar wala.

Shehnaaz was numb on her place.. She had mistreated him, fought with him, blamed him, called him with those filthy names but here he is the only one who is protecting her and the baby.

Kishore ji- But..

Sidharth- Aap log ja sakte hai.. Mai thik hu.

They all went out except Shehnaaz who was trembling biting her lips.

Sidharth - Shehnaaz.. Idhar aao.
He said opening his left arm.

She raised her wet eyelashes and once saw his arms she couldn't hold herself anymore.

Hugging him tightly she was sobbing wetting his hospital gown.

Sidharth- It's ok.. I am there.

Shehnaaz- Sorry.. Plz .. Plz.

Sidharth- Shh.. It's fine.. Thik hai sab.. Relax.

Shehnaaz cried holding his gown in a fist and he let her.

Shehnaaz- Mujhe chorna mat plz.. Mai.. Mai zid nahi karungi abse promise.. Mai good girl banungi pakka.. Plz.. Plz..

She said sniffing in between.

Sidharth- It's ok baba.. Koi nahi chor raha hai.. Relax.
Ab beitho acche se, baby ko suffocation hogi.

She for the first time listened without any argument and sat on the stool.

He passed her water and she drank that silently. He tried to take his hand away but she clutched it even more tightly.

Later he slept while she felt like caressing his hairs because she never accepted but his smooth, silky black hairs looks better than hers and she had always been jealous of those locks cascading on his face most of the time.

She touched them and felt like she could play with them for hours.
She kept playing with them until slept.

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Mujhe pata hai ki aap mei se bohot log chahte the ki Sidharth Shehnaaz ko thik kare but jaisa ki maine kaha, hum sunte bhi unki hai jo humare kareeb ho naaki kisi baharwale ki..
Shehnaaz usko koi importance deti hi nahi hai to mai kaise likh du ki Sidharth ne usko ekdam accha bana diya and all.
Isliye maine uske papa and didi ka dialogue pichle kuch part mei zyada rakha tha because jab apne kuch karwi baatein bolte hai to wo sidha humare dil pe lagta hai aur hum usko galat prove karne mei lag jaate hai..

Baaki kisi ko kuch aur expectation thi to am really sorry.. Maine apne point of view se likha hai and na pasand aaye to daat dena mereko🥺🥺.