When Snowflakes Fall | Completed

Chapter 21 | Naked Poetry

BEXLEY TURNER

HIS BEAUTIFUL EYES BORE into mine as he slips a finger into my pussy, preparing me for his cock that I know is going to stretch me to hell. I remember, the memories of our previous times are faint in my mind. I moan with need, my eyes begging, begging him so hard to quit teasing me. He watches my face when he brushes his thumb over my clit as if my reaction brings him pleasure too. 

When I cry out, he moans and applies more pressure on my clit but still moves as slow as possible to drag the time before I reach my orgasm.

"So fucking wet for me, so fucking perfect," he murmurs, capturing my lips as he continues to please me with slow movements that make me feel so damn good and at the same time as if I could cry. Explode with ecstasy beneath him.

"You're such a tease," I tell him, desperately grinding against his fingers to create faster friction. I struggle to meet my release and Hayden notices. 

He pulls his slick fingers out of me and quickly pulls a foil packet out of his wallet that was sitting on the coffee table. Hayden rolls the condom on his erect cock before replacing the vacant spot where his fingers once were with his hard cock. I moan as I watch him do something so simple but sensual.

Slowly sliding himself into me, he caresses the side of my face, resting his forehead against mine. I lean into his soft touch, a whimper of happiness threatening to tear from my lips. He stills for a few moments, clenching his jaw before moving his hips, creating a steady rhythm of both of our bodies. When his hips meet mine, he grabs my hips, pulling me further down on his cock. He does this every time he thrusts into me. Our bodies together are soft, sweaty, passionate and I wouldn't have him any other way.

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My eyes slowly flutter open as Hayden enters the living room, two mugs in his hands. He's shirtless, only wearing grey sweatpants that hang low on his delicious hips. I sit up, taking the warm mug from him when he holds it out to me. Hayden's t-shirt flows around my body, encasing me in his scent. Underneath the t-shirt, I'm basically naked if not for my panties, though Hayden's shirt just about reaches the bottom of my knees and it's enough to keep me warm under his fluffy blankets.

"Sleep well?" He asks, his lips holding a small smirk like he knows the answer.

"So well," I smile and look at him. The intimacy between us flipped a switch inside of me. I'm more attracted to Hayden than ever before, more in love with him. I think if I fall more in love with him, my heart will explode with confetti or some shit as sappy as that.

"While you were asleep, Eliza called and asked if Nash could spend the night over there. I told her yes. I hope that was okay with you," he says before taking a seat next to me on the couch, pulling my legs over his lap.

"Of course it's okay with me. Nash is our kid, you are allowed to make decisions without me, Hayden," I tell him honestly. My lips graze the rim of the mug as I take a sip of the steaming coffee. 

"I just didn't want to overstep," he says and leans down to press a kiss on my lips. I lean into it, closing my eyes as a sigh leaves my body. "I love you."

"I love you too, always." 

Hayden and I spend the next few hours cuddled up on the couch, watching movies and taking advantage of Chrissy's Netflix subscription. My eyes drift to Hayden as we watch Holidate, starring Emma Roberts. The two of us alone gives me feelings of our relationship before I left. If I think about it now, I don't regret leaving. It gave us time to grow as people. I wouldn't take back what I did and I don't think Hayden would either. Time apart was good for us, it helped us figure out what we wanted from life. We were both so young and in love that we didn't realize how tough and challenging life could be outside of our small town and little bubble of just us.

I snuggle into Hayden's chest, placing my mug on the coffee table. He kisses the top of my head before placing his chin on it, pulling me closer to him as we stare ahead at the TV screen. If I'm being honest, I think Hayden is more invested in it than I am. But I smile and watch the cheesy movie with the one person I know will always find my way back to.

When the title credits roll through the screen, I flick off the TV and turn around to straddle Hayden. I run my fingers through his soft hair, smiling down at him as we sit in silence together, just relaxing in one another's company.

"I never told you this, but I thought leaving you all those years ago was the right thing to do. And I want you to know that I don't regret it, Hayden. We needed to grow as people. I am sorry I hurt you and the only thing I regret is keeping you away from Nash for so long. But I'm never ever leaving you again. I'd die before I ever leave you here again. We found our way back to one another and that's the beauty of it. Impulsive decisions couldn't keep us away from each other permanently. I'll always come home to you and Nash. I know it'll take some time for you to trust me fully but I am going to be there with you every step of the way, Hayden." I'm surprised I don't break down in tears as I tell him everything I've needed to say for so long. 

Hayden caresses the side of my face in his calloused palm, staring into my eyes with love and adoration. His eyes make me want to melt into a puddle of goo on his lap. "Gosh, you're so damn beautiful. I know you'll never intentionally hurt me and our family again and that's why I love you more than love itself, Bexley Turner. You are my person, the one I can turn to in my darkest times, and for that, I know you love me. Yes, it will take some time for me to trust you completely, and when I do, there will be a beautiful diamond ring sitting on your finger. You can count on that, beautiful."

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