katsuki pov: "how about you take a swan dive off the roof shitty nerd!" I harshly yelled at deku he makes me so fucking mad. he started to run outside to the..roof! "deku come back!" I ran after him as fast I could. I didn't really mean it what if he's just playing around with me? yeah probably. I got outside to the roof where he was and I saw him standing on the edge. "I hope this makes you happy kacchan..I'll never be in your way agian! you should be happy you know" he smiled at me.. such a fake smile. "DEKU DONT DO IT I DIDNT MEAN IT PLEASE DONT DO IT DE-" I couldn't even finish my sentence..he he jumped.. "n-no!" I ran to the edge and I didn't see him. "deku? no no no deku?? where are you!??" I started to sob I started crying so hard I couldn't see anything other then blurriness from the crying. he actually done it. "what the hell katsuki!" "WHAT THE *hic* HELL KATSUKI!!"
time skip to a couple years later (he's in UA now)
still katsukis pov:
heh I'm in UA now..dekus dream. he always talked about it 24/7 and always had a bright smile in his face. I really really..miss it. "bakubro? you good?" kirishama touched my shoulder. "yes leave me alone." he frowned "well uh ok I'll be here if you need me! you've just been zoning out a lot." "k go away now" he left and went with the bakusquad well that's what they like to call it. ahh there kinda annoying but fun to have around you know.
another time skip after school now and bakugos in his dorm room
still katsukis pov lol:
I sit on my bed crying and listening to sad music because I can't..I can't get over that day. he was perfect and he was so nice everything about him was awesome. I thought to myself as I began to lay down and hug my pillow. to be honest I have a crush on him but to late I fucked it up hes gone now..forever. all because of my shitty self. "ok enough I'm going to walk out or some shit" I got up and wiped my tears. I looked at myself to see if it looked like I've been crying. "ehh good enough.." I walked out of my room and went out people asked where I was going but I ignored them. I wanted to get some coffee so I decided to go there it's only a couple blocks down anyways. I ordered and sat down to wait for my coffee. "here you go!" "thanks.." the waitress left and I sipped on some coffee. I walked around a little and I saw a person he looked young..actually same age as me! he..he had green hair just like deku. I decided to get the persons attention so I put my hand on his shoulder and and said "hey- wait deku!?" it's him it's deku! "kacchan!" he hugged me tightly and I hugged back.
Izuku pov:
"kacchan I've missed you!" kacchan frowned. "are you ok?" "how are you alive deku? and how do you not hate me?" I giggled and said "I will never hate my kacchan I love him!" he blushed "really?" i smiled and blushed. "yes really!"
katsuki pov:
this seems to perfect to be real..but maybe is it real! "I love you too Izuku!" I got woken up by the waitress and she said "hunny? are you ok your crying and you were mumbling..about a boy named deku? I think" I started to cry agian. "well damn..he's really not alive" she hugged me tightly and said "you should get back home..and I'm very sorry sweetheart.." I stood up and left. I thought it was real..I thought he was alive...I thought I finally found my happiness again but no not today. I got back and ignored everyone as usual. I went straight to my room and closed the door quickly. I then locked it and layed down on my bed and got the cover on me then I started to cry "I love you deku.." I cried my self to sleep.
oh my..why did I make this? this got me crying now (no fr I am) literally saddest bakudeku story ever but I love it tho. I hope I didn't make anyone cry..I mean I did make my self cry. heh I'm very sorry! well uh bye <3
