Chapter 03

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(2014 at age 17-18)
3rd year of high school.

Only one more year then I will be able to get into college soon. Since collage entrance exams will be coming soon I was really focused on my studies. I even ignored my two friends. Like the last year Eunwoo was missing but he managed to get into the 3rd year of high school. Hwanhye was still coming back of me. Despite knowing that I will not say yes to him.

Although he is being kind and close to me but I don't feel any other feeling other than the friendship feeling. I have no clue what will happen in the future but as for now I have no feeling for Hwanhye, he is just a male friend. Now that I have a clear idea of what I want to do after schooling I was only trying to archive my dreams leaving the people who I love behind.

My two brothers are focused on their career whereas my sister is focused on collage and my younger sister is focusing on her studies. My parents are sometimes not at home as they have to travel abroad for business, when they are not there we are left with the house workers. My life now is pretty boring.

On one particular day Hwanhye invited me to his house to clear his doubts. He got permission from my family. Since it was to clear doubts I went. Our family driver dropped me in the evening and he will be picking me in the night. This is the first time I am meeting my friends parents. As I entered their house they warmly welcomed me with a pleasant smile on the faces.

After having some tea with his family he took me to his room. We went to his study desk, he pulled out a chair and told me to sit, I did. Then he also pulled out a chair and sat. He took his maths book out and showed me all his doubts. While clearing his doubts his mother came with savory and sweets to eat.

Few hours later he closed all his books and kepts his head on my shoulder. Making me froze on the spot.
"Wha- what are you doing"
"Nothing I am just too tired, you being near me makes me feel less tired"
I kept quite and let him just stay for a while. Then there he goes he suddenly turned his face, our eyes met, we kept staring. At that moment I didn't know what happend to me all of sudden. I kept staring at him for a second. Eventually then he planted his lips on to mine. This Time I didn't even get angry with him. I was numb, I didn't know how to react so I ended up becoming a statue.

The magical moment ended soon when there was knocks on the door. I panicked for a second then Hwanhye went and got the door. It was one of the works. He told that my driver is here to pick me. I grabbed all my belongings and went down greated his parents and went to the car. In the car I kept on thinking of what had actually happend. I couldn't believe that I allowed him to do it....

After around a week later Hwanhye and I official became a couple. Eventually everyone knew about our relationship. Even though I wanted to hide about it Hwanhye didn't want to. Girls began bashing me, hating me and all sorts of stuff.

My 18 was a roller coaster.....

*short summary about the university years are given down because I want to take the story back to present day*

(2015 at age 18-19)
1st year in university.

I got in to hanyang university as I dreamt know I am doing my interior design degree in hanyang university. Hwanhye and I got separated since he got into university of Seoul, he is studying about business management and now he also owns one of his dad's company. Our parents still doesn't know about our relationship.

(2016 at age 19-20)
2nd year of university.

Since we began getting busier day by day we had hard time to meet but always spoked and video called. We had ups and downs in our relationship, but we spoked out the the problem and solved them another thing that happemd in my second year of hight school. My brothers and Eunwoo debuted and they are called ASTRO 💫

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