Life's not always perfect *still updating*

Im sorry dad

I'm back after soooo long I'm sorry for the wait my views have went down and I'm kinda thinking this book is gonna have to get deleted soon I need to get my inspiration back up again xx

Sweetpea POV

The kids are watching a movie because we don't know what else to do with them, no ones in a party mood anymore so the adults are just around the kitchen island playing the waiting game for the arguing to start again

"here they are, what happened to you my bud your looking like your in a rough shape" fangs laughs I turn around and see Betty shoving jug through the door

" ha ha fangs" just laughs sarcastically
"I'm fine and I don't need anyone to tell me what to do and that includes my fiancé, in a grown man and I know what to do" he says

"Oh really and that's why you drove your father out your life, the only family we have left, then went to the bar and got even more drunk huh?" Betty snaps hitting the back of his head

"Still not decided what to do I see" Cheryl asks rising her eyebrows

"nope" Veronica adds putting Noah in his high chair

"Actually we have, HES gonna sober up and then HE will go over to fp's and make amends" Betty says emphasising jug but he just rolls his eyes

"right I sense some tension here so maybe we could all go home to give yous some space, we could take your kids" Kevin suggests nodding

"no absolutely not, this is family stuff and THEY are out family not him, you say we have no one else but look around, we have so much family here and they have never once hurt our children which is why I argued with him in the first place, OUR KIDS" jug snaps pouring another drink

"HE OBVIOUSLY DIDNT MEAN IT! and when i say family i mean blood, what if school asks one of the kids to talk about their family? What are they meant to say? oh I have no family one grandpa was a serial killer, both my grandmas didn't approve of us being alive and didn't care, we had one awesome grandpa but our dad drove him away in a drunk fist fight"Betty takes the drink away from him
"oh that's just great, after people finding that out social services will be on our backs again, so you buck up your ideas and go apologise because we can't do it on our own, you've got to admit it once in your life jug, the things we've done over the years they might get brought up and we can't do it alone" Betty finally explodes and walks out up the stairs

"yeah we're gonna go and leave yous to it, fangs you get our boys, brooke and Lily and I'll get Riley from upstairs Noah's gonna have to stay here I don't think Betty has pumped in a while" Kevin says

"Yeah we will head out too, I'll try and get ahold of the teens" reggie says

"Where are they?" Jug asks

"umm I kinda let them sneak out to a party" I rub the back of my neck mumbling

"find Juliet right now, I don't care who she's with or where she is, just get her home, no way she will answer my texts" he sighs

"okay dude I'll get them" Reg says

And just like that everyone was Gone and the house was empty

Just me,Jones and Betty

"Jones you need to freshen up before you do anything, you look like a drunk mess" I tell him

"I'll go see if Betty is okay and we'll get ready to go, drop me off at the bar first though I can't be bothered walking" I smirk

Fp pov

I walk in my front door sobbing

I've lost everything

Here I am drunk on my knees sobbing
I have nothing left in life

no wife
no son
no family
maybe not even the kids I am the guardian of

I never meant any harm
I would never hurt my own blood on purpose

I just lye here because I can't get up

I don't know how long I've been here for now

Until I hear the door open

"fp are you here?" I hear the sweet voice on my darlin daughter in law

At least I still have one person.... I think

"Looks like you didn't make it far huh, are you awake" she asks rubbing my back

I just nod my head

"Come on dad we've got some talking to do" jug says then steps over me placing Noah on the floor and he explores

"jug be nice look at him! come on fp I'll help you stand up" I take betty's hand and I get onto the sofa

"I'll leave you guys to it but if I hear a single insult or if yous even dare start shouting I will be right through here and sort it out myself" Betty scolds taking the baby and going upstairs

"So" he sighs

"I didn't mean to hurt her jug" my voice cracks

"Maybe not but you still did it and then called her a cry baby and then proceeded to drunk spar me" he says

"This isn't all my fault you drunk fought me to" I say

"I know" he sighs

"And then I drunk drove to the bar and got wasted and ruined bettys shopping day out with v then shouted at her all because she was right" he added

"When is she not right" I chuckle

"In our house, never thats for sure" he laughs with me

"I'm sorry dad, I know that's doesn't take anything I said back but I really regret it, we need you and love you, I don't even know why I said anything that I did, it was totally wrong and... I love you dad" he wiped the tears which formed but never fell

"we both said things we never meant to, your my son and I never want to hurt you, I don't get to see jelly anymore, you guys are all I have and I was just stressed about finding Charles has a bratty daughter which hates your daughter and it got out of hand, I promised myself I wouldn't drink my feelings away again and that's what I done, I love you son I really do" I just let my tears fall and that makes his fall too

We stand up and pull eachother into a tight hug

"Betts get in here" he raises his voice

"Hey guys all good now" she asks while Noah crawls infront of her

"Yeah but not until I thank you for knocking some sense into me and I'm sorry for getting mad earlier I never meant to hurt you I was just stressed" he hugs her

"I know jug it's okay" she sighs

"Do yous want to stay over for supper we could order take out or anything  and have a family night, board games movies or just whatever?" I ask scared for the answer being no

"Sure why not you've got room for all the kids and I really don't want to cook tonight" Betty smiles

"Let's go round up the Jones crew then" jug sighs

"don't sigh it's your fault you can keep it in your pants" I look at him

"She's sexy! I can't help myself" jug says acting offended

"Let's go boys" Betty scolds