MY ALPHA WOLF- BTS YOONMIN

Lily

Warning: Bad Language, Suicide

Yoongi sat and stared out to the water, he wasn't looking at anything specific but just staring and thinking. What is going to happen now? Did everyone truly give up on his mate and him? He had lost all hope that his Jimin would come back to him, that he would be able to hold him in his arms one more time.

 Yoongi stood up and took something out of his ket. It was a necklace that he had planned to give to Jimin, but not just any necklace. His mothers.

She was the only person that wanted Yoongi to be truly happy since he was young. Sure he was a pack Alpha, but he was thrown into the position. It wasn't rightfully his. Rightfully it was his older brothers, but unfortunately he lost his entire family when he was a teeneger. His mother and older brother were killed by rogues on a walk outside of their territory and then he later lost his father to suicide a few weeks after, due to the pain and agony of loosing his mate and first born pup.

Yoongi stared at the necklace and thought how he would never be able to give it to Jimin. As tears stung his eyes he looked up and threw that necklace into the ocean likely never to be seen again.

"It's what I have to do..." Yoongi whispered and opened up a mindlink to Namjoon and Jin

"Yoongi?" Jin asked

"Namjoon. Jin." Yoongi said with a weak voice

"Yoongi, where are you? How come you didn't come to the ceremony?" Namjoon asked

"I was there, you just didn't see me" Yoongi said

"What's wrong?" Jin asked concerned getting flashbacks from when Jimin mindlinked them

"He's not coming back is he?" Yoongi asked just above a whisper

"No, he's not. I'm sorry Yoongi" Namjoon stated "It's all my fault."

"No, it's not. It's mine." Yoongi said

"Both of you stop!" Jin said "It's no one's fault, Jimin knew what could happen and he still decided to do it. For his family, for his pack, and for you Yoongi. Jimin may be gone in person, but he will never truly be gone from our memories or our hearts. We can see and talk to him everyday. Through our hearts." Jin said quietly crying

''Your wrong." Yoongi said aggressively and quietly "He's gone and we're never going to see him again. And because of that, I've decided my next step." Yoongi said with a now made up mind

"What are you talking about?!" Jin asked in full mom and Luna mode

"Yoongi! What are you doing? Where are you?" Namjoon yelled through the link. His wolf on the surface and in full Dad mode. They both saw Yoongi as their pup, not as another Alpha but as their son's mate and their new pup.

"I'm doing what I should have done the moment he left me..." Yoongi whispered, taking slow small steps forward, "Joining him...." Yoongi finished and broke off the mindlink

"Yoongi!" Jin yelled through the mindlink and outload

Namjoon shifted into his wolf and ran straight toward Yoongi's pack.

"I'm coming love..." Yoongi whispered and took his last step. Falling fast towards the water and rocks below. As Yoongi's back hit the water he nor his wolf felt any pain. Only the calmness of the water surrounding himself, and the thought of having his love in his arms again.

He slowly released his remaining breath and let the water take him. Wanting to be with his love after all his pain and agony. Slowly losing consciousness and air Yoongi silently prayed to the moon goddess as the water's surface got farther and farther away...