Always With You (Vmin)

Emotional night

"Tae...." Jimin broke the silence and hugged him. But he didn't say anything.

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It was 2 pm. Tae was on his bed, eyes opened, thinking about the hurtful words Jimin said in morning. 'It's too hard to keep friendship with a selfish and mean person. ', 'You're selfish.' , ' I hate you.' , ' You only think about yourself. '

Tears rolled down his cheek .

On the other side...

Jimin was still awake, thinking of what he did to tae and crying.

Jimin POV

He's crying now. I know. I know surely. I should go to his room. He can't sleep. He's still angry at me, still sad and he can never forgive me. How can I regain my friendship ? I'm now going to his room. I went and knock his door saying, "Tae....tae..." I again call his name in low voice. He opens the door. It seems he doesn't know what to do or say. He just stares at me sadly. I can see his dried tears. I also looking him sadly. I hug him and pull him to his bed and we're both now on his bed. We're hugging each other and this time we're crying together. We both remain silent.

"J-Ji-min, why did y-you say those h-hurtful th-things to me..?" He bursts into tears. I'm ruffling his hair and then start rubbing circles on his back.

"T-Tae...I-I was j-just very t-tired a-and exhausted so I-I got very angry just for those silly chi-chips." I say crying more.

Again silence falls between us.

"I know it's very hard for you to forgive me but you've to forgive me."

"Why? Why will I forgive you? If I forgive you, you'll again hurt me. I don't want to be hurted anymore."

"I'll never hurt you."

"I don't believe."

"It's your problem."

"Here you start again!!! I don't like you. You're n-not my best friend. "

"Yes I'm. I proved it several times and will prove always. When you need me I'll be always there for you."

"I-I don't ne-need you. I hate you." He says crying louder. And I'm hugging him tightly.

"Really?"

He remains silent for a few seconds but says ,"Y-yes."

I stand up and say " Okay then bye. I'll never disturb you." When I turns I feel his hand grabs mine tightly.

"J-Jimin-ahh!!!! You-are so bad, so cruel. You o-only like me to hurt, more a-and more..."

I missed so much this 'Jimin-ahh'. And he said it so emotionally that my heart flutters. Tears come out again. This time I'm crying more and more. I immediately hug him tightly and start ruffling his hair and saying, " Right Tae, right. I'm really a cruel, a bad friend. I don't deserve you." I cry.

"It's the fault of me that you can't sleep." I say.

"You came to see me...why did you come? You also can't sleep. You care of me. You're my b-best fr-friend. I love you. I'm so selfish that I ate all foods without waiting for you."

"You're so strange tae...so strange. A few minutes ago you said that I was cruel , you also said that you hated me and now you're calling me best friend? You're such an alien. Haha, an innocent alien. I promise that I'll never hurt you and I don't keep my promise I'll-"

Tae cuts me off , "You don't have to promise me cause it hurts more when promise is broken. What if-"

Before he can say something I hug him tightly and remain silent.

We both wipe each other's tears away.
After a few seconds I suggest him to go outside tomorrow with other members. He agrees immediately, smiling. It's so pleasuring to see his smile again but it's not boxy now. But it'll be boxy smile when I'll take him along with the other members to such a beautiful place. Now I've to decide where we can go.

"Hey...it's too much late now. Sleep quickly." I say.

"Yeah, good night."

We stare at each other for a few seconds. We both hesitate to say something.

"Do you wanna sleep with me?"
"Do you have any problem if I sleep with you ?"

We ask each other at the same time and both laugh at the coincident.

"That's called soulmate connection." I say smiling.

"Yeah...may be."

We both lay down on the bed side by side. I intertwine my fingers with his. Both close our eyes. I'm sure he's still sad for the morning incident. But I'll make him happy again. Tae is so special to me...so special.

"Good night teddy bear."

"Good night Jimin."

He always says 'Good night mochi' but now this time he didn't do that. I feel upset....