Always With You (Vmin)

Goodbye forever

The resort was surrounded by the reporters who started enquiring BTS about Tae's solo songs from the award show and they followed the band and came to the resort. They were not allowed to enter the resort. After 1 hour they left being tired of getting no answers.

Taehyung's POV

I'm now on the floor, sitting, back against the door and crying. Jimin was right. I really need him. I need comfort. But I'm so tired of all these things and he's too. How did my songs match with those songs. It's really a conspiracy. But I can't do anything about it. Armys are hating me. Everyone has now doubt on me, my songs and my talent. There's no value of this dark life. I will never be happy. There's no meaning to stay alive for me. Our band's popularity has already destroyed for me. If I leave the group there will be a chance to be popular again for our band. I must die. It'll be good for all of us. But I want to recall some beautiful moments of us before dying.

Oh no...they're worried about me thinking that I'm still unfed. So I open the door without making a noise and check the outside carefully. There's no one. After seeing hobi I went to the sink to wash my hands, just pretending that I'm gonna eat now.

"Taehyung, are you okay?" He ask.

"Yeah and now I'm going to have some pork belly." I say hoping that he believes me.

"That's our strong taetae. Hey, you can eat with us."

"No hyung. I just want to eat alone and I need sometimes to spend alone as I'm so much tired of all those things."

"Oh okay. Go and eat peacefully. Good night."

I also wish him 'Good night' thinking it's the last 'good night' with hobi hyung.

Now I'm lying on the bed. I'm so much hungry but I really don't want to eat, I just want my death. I think about our sweet moments all the night. I also think about the place where Jiminie and I decided to build our houses side by side. I laugh at my fate. Tomorrow any of them will never see me again. I don't want to be a trouble for them anymore.

It's now 4 o'clock. And my last wish is to see all of them for the last time. At first I head to the room of Namjoon and see him through the closed window which was made of glass.

Thank you Namjoonie hyung so much for bringing me in the group but for me this group's popularity is already destroyed. I'm such a trouble for you. Believe me, after my death everything will be okay. BTS will gain its popularity again. You're the best leader forever. Love you forever.

I'm now seeing Jin hyung through the window. He's also sleeping peacefully.

Jinnie hyung, you're the best hyung forever. The way you love all of us is unforgettable. Love you so much hyung but it's very sad that I won't be able to take your love anymore. Please don't cry for me. I'm useless. You shouldn't shed your tears for an useless person.

Next is yoongi-ahh.

Good bye yoongi hyung. I won't be able to hear your savage conversation again. I'm sorry. I won't be able to hear your raps again. Ahh so sad. Sleep well hyung. Love you.

Next is hobi hyung.

You're the sunshine. I want you to shine always like a sun. You care so much for me, for us. I hope you always smile. Your dance is our pride. Love you always.

Now my lil bro kookie who takes care of me like a hyung.

Jungkookie, you know how much I love you and how much you love me. I don't want to lose you kookie but I've to. Promise me you will bring the popularity back of our group. I know you can do it. You're the cutest bunny ever. Don't cry after hearing that taehyung hyung is no more with you. I won't be with you but my love will be always with you. Keep smiling bunny.

And now I'm going to see the person who means everything to me. Park Jimin. Aish this pabo!!!! Sitting on the floor asleep. I want to wake him up and tell to sleep on the bed. He'll catch a cold. But I can't. I don't know why this time I'm crying harder like my heart is saying not to leave him.

Jimin-ahh. Armys always tell that we're soulmate. You're my bestfriend always. And I don't want to leave you. You're so worried about me that you even fell asleep sitting on the floor. You're such a pabo. Nope we're both. The days we cried together, laughed together, ate icecreams together, all is memorable. I can remember every moments I spent with you. After I die you'll get so much angry at me. You'll want to punch me, slap me, kick me but you won't be able to do this. Haha. I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry for leaving you. I'm gonna hurt you so much. Yeah I'm selfish. But I can't take it anymore so I've to do this. I'm so lucky that I got a friend like you. And now I'm so unfortunate that I'm gonna lose you......forever. Jiminie forgive me if you can. I hope you can live your life happily. Vmin is gonna end forever. Sorry Jiminie, so sorry. You're my small mochi, my minnie and my chim. And thank you for give me so much happiness. Good bye, love you forever and please keep me always in your heart ~

Good bye BTS~

I know that there are security guards already at the gate of the resort and I want to spend sometimes lonely with nature. I put blanket on myself and go nearby the gate. The guards are half asleep. I silently walk behind the guards towards the wall and skillfully climb up and jump carefully on the ground. It makes a little noise and the guards are looking here and there. I must be a thief. I start walking and stop when I see an abandoned park. I decide to get into the park, again being the thief.

I sit on a bench and I watch the sunrise and it's amazing. I wish that we all could see the sunrise together. The birds are chirping . It feels so nice. The atmosphere feels so nice that I don't want to lose all these beautiful things for forever. It reminds me Daegu's beautiful morning. I and father always went on a morning walk in this time. And here I'm gonna die without informing them. I'm sorry appa, I'm sorry eomma. Sorry to my dear sister and brother. Everything seems beautiful before death.

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Ugh....this headache!!! It'll kill me. Wait...am I still alive ? But why?

I open my eyes and realize everything.

I'm such a dumbass. How could I fell asleep? Uff, it's afternoon now. I feel so weak because of starving. I struggle to stand up. It's now really hard for me to walk. Anyways I manage to reach our resort again like a thief with the blanket. I've to climb up the wall again and it's really hard for me this time as I feel so weak. But I do it successfully and go to the roof of the resort without making a single mistake that can prove my existence here. Now I'm on the roof. I remember every beautiful moments with my family, my pet dog yeontan and BTS. Stay gold.

I still wonder wonder beautiful story

Still wonder wonder best part

I still wonder wonder next story

I want my death anytime....

With this I go towards one of the edge of the roof and stand on the upper step of the ground. Good bye world , good bye appa, eomma, brother, sister, my life BTS, good bye Jimin-ahh...I let myself fall.