Crazy 4 You | Chris Brown #Wattys2015

Chapter 18

✷chapter 18 ✷

✷ Natalie

Even after Chris cheered me up I started to think about my mom dying and it makes me become even more upset just thinking about her.

I decided to visit Amanda to see how she's taking this while Chris was at the studio working on more music.

I hesitated as I knocked on the door slowly.

After a couple of minutes there was no answer.

I'm pretty sure that Amanda's here because her car is.

I took my spare key out of my purse and opened the door slowly.

"Amanda!" I called once I made my way into the house.

She didn't answer but I could tell that she was here because there was stuff everywhere and she never left the house when it looked like a mess.

"Amanda, where are you?" I called out walking around the house.

I looked all over the house downstairs and couldn't find her so I decided to go upstairs.

The first place I looked was her room and then the rest of the rooms.

She wasn't in any of the rooms but there's one more. My mom's room.

I slowly crept up to the door and opened it.

I found her curled up in a ball on our mom's bed , crying her eyes out.

"Awww Amanda." I cooed running over to her , sitting down on the bed beside her , and wrapping my arms around her.

"She's really gone." Amanda cried out while pulling me closer.

Even though I thought that I've cried enough still a few tears came out of my eyes.

"I know. I couldn't believe it at first but when I called her phone yesterday I knew that it was real." I said rubbing her head.

"I feel horrible because I never treated her right when she was alive. I always said hurtful things to her and now I feel bad." She explained to me.

My mom always tried to get my sister to respect her more and to watch what she said around her so she pushed me aside to focus on Amanda.

"It's okay sis. I just wish that I would've came and seen her more." I said.

You never realize what you have until it's gone.

"Can you stay here with me for a few days? I don't wanna be left alone." She asked me while looking up at me.

I nodded my head. "I'll stay here for as long as you want me too."

She smiled a little. "You're the best little sister ever."

I smiled and kissed her forehead.

I need her and she needs me.

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