The Healer

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March 23,2021. The day you sent me a message saying "I heard that Benedict hurt you". That night I was not in a mood to reply.

But the other day you keep messaging me. And I thought that you'll stop messaging me when I respond to your messages. But then you did not.

You told me all about your thoughts, but that day I did not believe about everything you've said because all I know is that I'm traumatized.

Days, weeks past. You're still there always concern about my everyday life.

One day you asked me to go out so that I can see that there's still happiness outdoor.

I said yes.

We went out, we enjoyed that day. And after that day we've decided to go out twice a week.

4 months past
August 1,2021 10:16pm
I'm having a conversation with you through the phone. You told me that you have something to say.

For the past 4 months I was just there listening to your stories

But that night I've heard the words that I don't want to hear.

"Hey, I love you. I fell in love I know it was wrong but, what should I do? I love you. I love everything about you"

I'm afraid. I'm afraid that I might hurt the person who saved me from the darkness inside me.

"But, I'm still scared."

That's the only words that my mouth gave you

But still, you're strong. You smiled through the screen and told me that

"I now. But I'm here. I'm willing to do everything just to make sure you'll be fine. And I'll be you safe place. No need to respond, but hey! Iloveyou."