What I hate the most is the fear of losing you.
The fear of our connections gradually disappearing, turning into cold air.
The fear of our closeness turning into a forever feeling of awkwardness and carelessness.
The fear of not anymore being able to talk to you every night.
The fear of our sleepless nights turning into just forgotten memories.
But what's with this fear of mine
when from the start
you were not even mine to lose?