Soulmate Or Life Partner

Chapter 10

Lam and Beam were sitting near bar counter chilling with a beer.

Lam wanted to speak to Beam but as his nature he don't know how to start.He have not talked to anyone a lot before. He was only ok with his gang.

But the time he met Beam, there is something he feels in his heart.Its like brotherly love. He saw how Beam was mesmerized by Forth. He saw how Beam used to get red near Forth.He wanted to tell Beam about Forth and Phana but he couldn't.He saw how Beam got hurt on engagement day which showed on his face for a second.

After the engagement, he started avoiding us whenever we made plans.I can understand why though.

Today,I met Beam at dinner.I can see how he tried to not look at Forth. Forth was feeding Phana in front of him.Shittt poor angel boy.

Yes he is an angel.I saw how he takes care of everyone, always thinks about others preferences.

I just want him to be strong and take care of himself first.

I saw Phana is always jealous of Beam.Today we all clearly saw and even Kit mentioned it.

I decided to talk to him alone.

"Beam, I want to talk to you regarding an important thing"Lam said

"Go ahead Lam. Don't hesitate"beam replied

Lam took a deep breath.

"I know that you love Forth and that too from day one"Lam said

Beam was stunned.

"No Lam it's not like this"Beam said

"Beam, please don't lie. I saw everything.Your love for forth,the way you blushed everytime when you were near forth,the way you got hurt on engagement day,the way you avoided him.
Today, I saw how you avoided him. Beam, I don't know why but I consider you as my brother. Don't keep in your heart.Just pour out your feelings.No one is there beam.Your brother is here.I will never tell anyone I promise.
Say it angel."Lam said tear eyed

An tear dropped from Beam's left eye.He started crying.

"I don't know what to say. I lived here alone. My parents wanted me to go with them.But my friends are here so I said no to them.I always try to make Pha and Kit happy and took care of them.Always be with them.
But there was always a lonely feelings. Then the Casonova was born.Girls after girls, atleat for a time being i was not lonely.I never give commitment to anyone. They all know that it's only one night stand.No second night, calls or messages after that.
Phana is always very competitive and jealous about me.I know how he feels about me.
He mocked me one day that I have parents money and always plays. He is my childhood friend but he does not understand me. Whatever he said, we supported him.But he.
Kit was always there but that lonely feelings never gone.
And then I saw Forth that day and I fell in love with him. Girls din't attract me then.
But I lost my love that day" Beam said crying like a baby

Lam hugged him tenderly.

"Beam it's good you told me everything. You know na that sometimes you desired you never get. You have to accept these things and think about yourself.
Don't avoid the situation. Face it.It will take time but one day you will survive.
Do those things which you like. If you don't like anything then say it. You don't have to be nice all the time.
If you want anything to say then tell me.I will listen to you angel.Now stop crying.You look cute with fluffy red eyes, red nose.."Lam said

"I am not cute"Beam pouted

Lam just smiled and pinch beam's cheeks.

"Feeling better?"Lam asked

" Yes Lam. Thank you so much." Beam said

"Always remember I am there with you"Lam said

Beam nodded.

They spent talking to each other on other topics. Beam is ok now and he decided not to avoid anyone.

Accept it and move on. Think about yourself.