"I was scared when Ivan got hospitalized and on that when Kit told Ivan has blood cancer. He required bone marrow transplant. Thank god I was the matched. My son is so small. I hope he gets well soon.
I saw beam exhausted taking care of us. Thank god he is still asleep.
Yesterday, mom told me that she wished that I would have married beam. But I can't do anything. I love my husband. He is not perfect but I have seen his love for me.
I got angry on him for his jealousy. I am waiting for him to come and meet me. After recovery, I will take him to some good place. We needed much.
Beam is a perfect soul. He is worried and that is shown on his face. I couldn't help but to hug him as a friend. He thinks about others happiness. He din't ever told me not to claim as my son too. He let me do what I want.
Sometimes I feel beam has some words hidden in his heart. Yesterday the way he looked at me, that look is different. It's like how park looks at lam or dad looks at mom. But I don't want to ask him and make him awkward. May be I am wrong. Even if I am wrong, I will respect his feelings. He is not that person to destroy other relationship. Actually, it was always me who contacted him. But that is the first time he contacted me.
He considers me as Ivan's dad too. Thank you beam." Forth thinking
He was lost into his thoughts. He din't realize that when beam and my parents entered our room.
"Son, you woke up. How are you?" David asked
Forth looked at them and smiled.
"I am fine dad. I am worried about them. Beam is exhausted and Ivan is still sleeping"forth said
"Don't worry. I will forced beam to take rest more. He has to be fit to take care of you both. And about Ivan, he is fine. We just met the doctors" Marla said
Boone and Lien went on both sides of forth without disturbing beam.
"Thank you forth. Our grandson is ok because of you. "Boone said with tears in his eyes
"Dad, Don't thank me. Ivan is my son too. I did for my son."forth said with a smile
"I wish you were my beamie's husband." Boone thought
Beam woke up from his sleep because of the noise. He saw his parents and without waiting he hugged his dad and started crying.
"Dad. My son..I was worried dad.. I..I thought he is been taken away from me." Beam said crying
"Beamie. We are here with you son. No one can take him away from you. Now calm down." Boone said
Beam just nodded still hugging him. He dint leave his dad. Others understood that he needs his dad now. They are always away so he is scared that they will now.
"We are not leaving beamie. We are here."Boone said
"Promise?" Beam asked with his cute face
"Promise son" Boone said
Others are just smiling looking at the cute beamie.
Suddenly, they heard a cry and it was Ivan. Beam went and tried to calm his son. Sensing that his mom is there, he stopped crying and looked at him.
They called the doctors to check on Ivan and forth.
"They both are ok. Just take care. Will ask nurse to feed Ivan." Kit said
Beam is happy with the result. He cant wait for them get well soon. He went to get freshen up.
Meanwhile, others start coming to visit. They are glad to here the results.
Phana too came with his parents. He don't know what to say to forth and it's same with forth.
Others knew some things the couple need to sort out. Once beam came out of bathroom, they took him to have breakfast to give privacy to the couple.
"Hey baby. Come here." Forth called Phana
Phana without any wait went near forth and hugged him.
"Don't ever hesitate to say anything to me sweetheart. We had a fight which can be solved right? Look at Ivan. He is too much in pain. He is like my son Pha. How can you accept to not go when your son is in pain?"Forth asked Pha
Phana knows he is wrong. He should have not acted like that. But when he see how forth is around Beam, he feels something is wrong. He thought after marriage, his life will be on track but he still has a empty feeling in his heart. He wants to be happy with forth but he couldn't. He is wrong to say this but its the truth. He has these thoughts going on from long time. He does not have any sexual feeling towards forth. So he tries to avoid it.
"It's ok forth. It's my fault too"Pha said and hugged forth
"How you feeling?"Pha asked
"I am good now. Thanks for coming. I was waiting for you"Forth said and kissed Pha which he accepted gladly.
They talked about Ivan the whole time. Pha has duties today so he went to hospital. He has too much on his mind. He needs to be busy now.
What they din't know that beam was listening to their conversation. He felt guilty to call forth. He doesn't want to tie forth is his problems. He gave time to them and turned around only to find Ming and Lam. They gave me a sad smile. They took him to the garden to talk.
Now they are at garden waiting for beam to talk.
"I am not a good friend" Beam said
"No Phi. It's not right. They have problems even if you were not there. Don't blame yourself" Beam said
"How can you say it's not my fault. I called him to support me. I should have not done that. I love him, that's the problem. I should have not called him. I was wrong. I should keep distance from him."Beam said
"Why you should keep distance. What are friends for huhh. You called him because you needed your friend. Forth calls himself Ivan's dad. It's first time you called him. Actually, they have some communication and understanding problem. Let them solve it. But never think to do silly things. Do you understand beamie?" Lam asked
"Yes. Thank you for being there and tell me that I am not wrong" Beam said
They went in the room where forth and Ivan are resting.
"Did you have breakfast?" Forth asked
"Yes." Beam said looking at Ivan
Nurse got something to eat for forth. He then had food and took morning medicines and went to sleep.
In late afternoon, Ivan started crying loudly. Doctors checked for anything but din't find anything wrong.
Beam went near him and hold his hand. He stopped crying immediately. All sigh in relief.
"He was missing you" doctors told
Everyone has a smile on their face. They saw a beautiful son and father bond.
"Mr. Jamornhum, you will get discharged in couple of days as your reports are normal. Well Ivan will require a week here. He need proper care. So now take care of yours." Doctor who assisted Kit said
Beam took care of forth for couple of days. Then after he got discharged..
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Soulmate Or Life Partner
Fanfiction"Forth I love you but I can't have you and I am happy that you are happy with Phana 🙂" Story of Beam Baramee, his love, his parents,his brother,his responsibilities,his dedication, his success and his babies. This is my first time to write a story...
