Innocent (completed but not edited)

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" Happy you said you didnt want me cause I'm pure as if it's something horrible. so don't tell me your sorry. cause I don't wanna hear it. just let me go and leave. I'm not gonna allow you to make me feel as if I'm a diseased person instead of someone who is in fact clean where you cant say the same for half the women you've fucked croweaters included" I say before I move his hand from my throat and walked into the bathroom but he stops me again pulls me back and pushes me on the bed grabbing my hands and pinning them over my head holding them in his hands.

"I told you I am sorry. which I am and it's rare that I say that. but when Chibs and Jax told me the expression then seen you have known you heard what all was said that made me fully think of all that was said and I knew Chibs was being honest. that you wanting to give me your virginity is a great gift you could give me of you. that it shows that you're clean and untainted. I know your cleaner than the crow eaters which I haven't fucked any of them since seeing you. I've been tested and I'm clean myself. and now here I am before you asking you to forgive me. to still want to give your innocents to me and let me show you the whole experience of having sex. I love you and I am a mother fucking ass hole for hurting you, for making you cry, and making you upset. I will do all I have to in order to have you forgive me. " he says

"Why didn't you tell your bothers my business I didn't want them to know about my innocents cause it's none of their business? why did you walk out the door like I just told you I am dieased or cheated on you?  why didn't you stay and talk with me about this?" I questioned

"I needed to clear my head so I went to the one place that I spend a great majority of my time at. I got myself a couple of beers and stayed to myself. Tig and Jax asked what had happened that I had come back after just leaving and I let it be known that you were a virgin which I'm sure you heard all that was said after." he says

I closed my eyes and cried.

"it's not right of you to treat me like I am so disgusted to be pure to share my personal business with your brothers as if I'm about to fuck them. " I cried

He lets my hands go move and I sit up he cups my face and brushes the tears away before he softly cups my face in his hands.

"look at me Thailia," he says

I opened my eyes and sniffled.

"I am sorry and I know no matter how many times I say it's probably meaningless. but it's true I am truly sorry and I had no right telling my brothers that you're a virgin I should have told them it was nothing. I shouldn't have even gone to the clubhouse I should have stayed and shown you all of what you're missing out on when it comes to being intimate."

I sniffled and wiped my eyes as I kept looking at him.

"whats to say you wont run off when you see me bare?" 

"I promise you that I will not run off. I will stay here with you and make love to your body and mind. show you all the things you've never known or thought possible. awaken your body in ways that you've never ever had happen to you. take my time entering you as I take your innocents and wait for however long it takes till you're ready for me to start moving within you. then once the pain is replaced by pleasure make passionate love to you showing my love for you and thanking you for the greatest gift a woman's ever given me of herself."

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