THE LIGHT OF MY LIFE { J.J.K FF }

WHY AM I HURT 😣😣

Y/n pov

I ran crying from there . I felt betrayed . I felt the pain again . "Y/n " kookie called . " Pls stop running . Let me explain y/n pls " . I didn't stop but ran from there . But I didn't see where I was going and fell down . " I can see why I am like this . I was wrong to think I will be happy again . Will be loved again " I cried and smiled painfully.

10 minutes  back

I was so exited today . I baked some cookies for my kookie . I was so excited to give it to him . He loves food . I was searching for him but I couldn't find him . Then I saw him lying his back on his locker  . I went to him but stopped when I heard him saying " y/n how am I going to tell you that I am moving . " . He is moving . My heart broke into a million pieces.

Never in my life did I think this is would happen to me . I dropped my cookies . Kookie turned around and when he saw me his eyes opened up wide and he tried to say something but I ran from there . When I heard him say that I realised something .....

I love him . I freaking love him . Why did I realise it so late . Was I late .I am an idiot . I am...... So sorry .

Present ....

I went to the rooftop and cried . My heart was numb now .  Just then someone hugged me from behind . " Shhh it's ok y/n . Be calm and don't cry"  I knew who it was Lee know .

" Oppa" I sobbed as I hugged him " I know y/n . It's ok" he said.  " Why is he moving  oppa.  Why why WHY  " I said while sobbing on his chest . " I don't know y/n but maybe you have to allow him to explain  " . I stopped crying and looked at him . He was right . I should allow him to explain .

I went back and saw kookie crying . I went and hugged him . " Kookie" I said . " Flower you came back " he said . "Yeah can you tell me why you are moving kookie" I asked him . " I am sorry y/n I don't want to move but I have to " he said . " Ok but why " I asked again . " My dad wants me to move to America because he got a job offer there " he muffled .

"Ohh ok " I could only say that . " I don't want to go y/n . I want to be with you because because ......." . " Because what kookie " I asked . " I love you y/n . I love you a lot " he said . My heart left my body and I couldn't help but smile . " Me too " I said smiling . " What " he asked . " I love you too kookie " when I said that he took me to the air and " I can't believe it . "

" But kookie I can't ask you to stay here . You have to live your life . So please go kookie . " I said . " But flower " he was looking at me with those eyes . "No ,I can't be selfish kookie you have to go" I said smiling . " I will wait for you" ." Thank you flower I will love you always and forever . " He said . " Ok now let's go to class . We have music now let's go " I said trying to lighten the mood .

"When are you leaving kookie" I asked when we were walking to our class . " Tomorrow " he said sadly . " So we have a day to spend time right " I said . " So let's make this a memorable day " I said and we reached the class . " Ok class let's start so first let's have .......... Y/n to sing a song for us . I went up and sang.

Jungkook pov

When she sang that song. It really tells me how much she loves me because she was looking at me the whole time .I saw her eyes ,her tears  they were trying not to fall . How can you be so strong flower . This is what I love about you . I will always love you flower . " That was beautiful y/n . So next up we have Jungkook " . I went and sat there to sing . I saw my flower she was smiling . That made me smile as well I started .

When I finished I saw y/n looking at me and then she smiled . What a power she has over me . I don't want to leave but . I want to stay with you . I sat near her she hugged me from my side and said " kookie I love you and j will never forget about you " . That made me feel like I was above the clouds . " Ohh flower I love you too " .

The rest of the school we bunked and spend time with each other we went to the amusement park and we had a lot of fun and she was so happy . I hope she is like this always . I love her . I truely do . And I won't allow anyone to take you away from me . When I return I will marry you. And only you .

When it was time to say good bye I held her hand and looked at her . She is so pretty . She looked at me . We both were lost in each other's eye . Without knowing we leaned in and we kissed each other . I was in heaven . The kiss was perfect . She was perfect . And with kiss she is forever mine she is sealed as mine . " Flower I will miss you " I said . " Me too kookie " she replied .

We parted ways and I looked at her walking away from me . My love , my everything, my heart , my soul , my goddess .

After Jungkook left to America

Y/ n pov

It has been 6 months now . Six months since he left . He didn't call me or message me he didn't reply to any of my text and I was so worried . At first I thought it was because he wanted to adjust . But then I couldn't keep up my hope . I lost all my hope . BTS were all supportive . Kookie didn't even call them also . TXT will visit me from time to time and I am happy that they do . I still pray for Soobin my first love . People say it is hard to forget first love and it is true .

We graduated from school and I am looking for a college now . It was my birthday today . And suddenly kookie came to my mind and I smiled thinking about him .I know he must have had someone new now . Someone more pretty than me . Of course the way he is handsome he will have a lot of girls wanting him. But I always love him .  Without knowing I started to sing .

I hope he doesn't forget me . Even if he doesn't love me anymore . I hope he doesn't forget me . If he does I will lose everything . I will die inside . I love him . I want him . I need him . But I can't get any if this since he is not here. 

???pov

You seem so sad my love . I promise to cheer you up .
I will tell you the truth and I can't wait to let you know who I am . Just wait my love . I just wait ........

Well this chap is a little emotional but the ride has just started. 

So ??? Is back .
Who is this person any guesses ?????

Bye guys
Love y'all 💌💌.