she lost her self in her family

untold pain 💔

After reading that his eyes becomes tears continuesly and he continues to read

Dear dairy
          Unaku therium maa . Naa edhu varikom. 10 mins kuda oru paiyan kita sari yaa pesunadhu Ella because . My parents they are my world . Yenoda schooling life vandhu solikura Mari Ella . Naa konjam chubby yaa erupen adhu Nala yena romba kindal panuvanga . Boys and girls rendu perom . Naa boys kita pesama eruka rendu reason onu kindal panuvanga and inonu yen appa Amma kaga . Naa avangulukaga yena venum nalum panuven . Adhu Nala evanga yena yena kindal panalum . Naa vetula yarkita um solla maten . Because naa soli adhu avangalaa hurt panidum . So yenoda sadness laa yenaku ulla yeah erukom . Everyday night naa aluven . But adhu oruthuraku kuda theriyadhu 🥺 . Apidey years pochu . Apo naa 6th yena Mari oru paiyan naa pathen . Arjun naa yepidi suffer panuran no adhu  tha avanum yena Mari neriya face Pani eruka . Avanoda dream dream vandhu assistant commissioner aganu nu sonam Ana yellarum Ava kindal pananga . Nee yealam AC agi yena pana pora .nee venum naa paru criminal laa tha Maru vaa nu sonaga . Yenaku sema kovam vandhuchu but yennalaa onum pana mudiyalaa 😟 so naa just Arjun ku all the best nu wish mattum panen . Yenaku nambikaa eruku kandipa avan future laa avan aim maa achieve panuvan .

Arjun : yen Amma ku aprom yena nambuna orey jeevan nee tha . Aprom yen Dee yenga vitutu pona 😭💔💔💔💔

Again he continue to read

Life apidey poga start achu I hide my every pain with my self and just give a fake smile . Asusual everyday will become hell and I acted like very super day just to see my parents smile . I always wish to love someone who truly love myself the way I'm and I want to share everything with that one person . I want to hug and cry with that person . I need that one person's embrace to fell im safe and some one is here for you to hold your hands and say I'M HERE FOR YOU . I just badly longing for the love  . Yeah I have a crush i don't know this is crush or love every night he came in my dream . Karan who gave me a lots of pain in my life he only stared to kindel and tease me . I hate him starting but I don't know when I have started to feel for him literally I know him for 15 years now I'm 20 . I know still I have fellings for him and he have a fellings on me and it's not love it's hate . I don't wanna to share this to anyone because  . Yenga vetula yarkom love pannuradhu pedikadhu . When I was studying 4 I promised my self to not love anyone if I started to love someone i don't want to conffes him . Because more than my happyness . My family happyness is important  .

காயப்பட இதயம்
கண்ணிரில் நிறையும். வாழா
முடியாத இதயம்
வலியில் மூழ்கும்
இரண்டுக்கும் இடையில் தவிக்கும் நான்!!!!

If some one came and proposed to me and if I love some and he proposed to me but I can't even accept  yeah when I was college

Ragave ...........

Arjun stopped reading . His eyes becomes red and he was so tired . He kept that diary in draw and he slept