"C'mon dani, I know it's hard, I know it pains you, but it's been a month, don't you think it's time to move on?" Jaime whispered in my ear. His body was pressed up against mine but I had my back to him so I turned around to face him
"It's so hard, I miss her so much!" I said sobbing onto his chest as he pulled me close to his body "i know, we all miss her hun, but I know she's forever in our hearts" Jaime said rubbing his hand up & down against my back soothingly
"It's okay darling, we can get through this" Jaime said kissing my forehead. It's literally been a month & we've already had Liv's funeral, but as the guys began to move on, I haven't. I'm still in bed & I'm still crying & everything just seems so damn hard
"We're gonna help you through this okay? But you need to put some effort too alright? We're gonna go get breakfast & I actually want you to eat something" Jaime said sternly & I nodded
"Good" Jaime said as he got up & left letting me get dressed. I sighed getting up & walked to the bathroom doing my business & brushed my teeth
I walked out going to my closet, it was pretty cloudy outside & there wasn't any sun so I assumed it was cold. I picked out a blue long sleeved shirt that had a star in the middle. After slipping that on, I grabbed some light blue skinny jeans & brown combat boots to top it all off
I put my hair in a ponytail & slipped my phone in my back pocket along with my earbuds before I walked downstairs
"Is there something specific you wanna eat baby girl?" Jaime asked & I shook my head "anythings good" I said shrugging "how 'bout McDonalds?" Vic suggested & everyone nodded in agreement
We walked out into the car & Vic drove while Mike was in the passenger seat, I sat in the back with Jaime & Tony
I took out my phone & texted Alex, he's been a real help with all that's been going on & the few times I've gone to school this month, he's made me feel special & like I matter
Alex has done so much good to me that words can't even explain how damn grateful I am. Kelly on the other side took this as an advantage
Since I'm already broken she came & smashed me even more, for example;
*Flashback*
I walked into the cafeteria with Alex, he got his food while I just sat down not bothering to get anything, what's the point in getting food anyway? I'm not gonna eat it anyway so if I got it, it'd just be a waste
Bella sat down with me & so did the rest of the guys "aww, c'mon dani, lift your head up, put a smile on your face" Eric encouraged but I just kept my head down
He sighed as Bella kept rubbing my back comfortingly, I saw Alex sit next to me with his trey, I looked up at him as he wrapped an arm around me pulling my body next to his
"Do you want anything? You haven't even eaten breakfast love" Alex whispered in my ear & I just shook my head "I'm not hungry" I whispered sniffling
"Princess please eat something, I don't like seeing you like this" Alex said kissing my forehead "I just wish she didn't do that stupid drug!" I said with tears forming in my eyes
"I know, I miss Austin too, but I know he & Liv wouldn't want us crying & mourning over them" Alex said rocking us a little "I bet they'd want you happy, & eating, with that beautiful smile on your face" Alex said lifting up my chin to kiss my nose
I smiled a little before he smirked "there's that smile!" Alex said poking my side as I giggled "shutup!" I said as he started poking me & I laughed uncontrollably "there's that smile!" Alex repeated once again before I slapped his hand away from me
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Vic Fuentes is my dad !?
FanfictionI don't know what to say. He said he cared about his fans & everyone else, well clearly it was all a lie! If he really cared he would've stayed here with us. I get blamed for the reason he left, all these damn years I've cried & I got bullied by my...